Highs and lows

So been a while since I updated my blog (not that anyone reads this). But I have been trying to regularly update my stories. The reason as to why It has been a bit slow is that I was actually recently diagnosed with severe depression and I have been trying to cope with that for a while now. I have my highs when I feel great and I feel like I can do anything. And then I have my lows when I feel like I should just jump from a bridge. Those are usually the days when I try to stay away from the internet because Ill just end up hurting myself more than I help myself. I am very lucky to have a few friends that support me when I am down and help me handle it. If I didn't have them I probably wouldn't walk this earth anymore. However I have also learned that when I am feeling down is when I am most efficient at writing and it's mostly when I am feeling down that I am writing. I am still working on finishing the story From Beginning to End and it's closed to being finished. I know that there are a lot of people out there diagnosed with depression and my I feel for you but I also hope that if you are depressed that you fight it and try to make the best of a bad situation. I do not wish depression on anyone but I guess some just have to cope with it and try to not give up. So to everyone that has ever given me feed back on a story or give it a like or even commented I thank you for brightening up my days when I am feeling down. I don't know what I would do if the only feedback I got was downright negative and mean.