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Quadraginta


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  • 456 weeks
    My ass is so tight right now...

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  • 530 weeks
    Glorious Dissatisfaction!

    I thought taking my time and allowing my ideas to slowly come to me would bring me more satisfaction. No, I still feel like everytime I sit down, probably once every 2 or 3 nights, every......about 1 or 2 kilobytes worth of typing I shit out is just that: shit. Granted, it's less smelly, and less forced. It feels like a crap you take when you're having a good bowel movement, it feels more

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  • 534 weeks
    Love Letter to my Best Friend

    My undying loyalty belongs to you, and only you, my darling. From the moment I first laid eyes on you, I realized that I loved you, and only you. I would rather go Hollow than willingly abandon you. My resentment towards my father for taking me away from you burns more strongly than the First Flame ever could, and ever will. Seeing you anytime brings light to my eyes, and kindles the bonfire

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  • 536 weeks
    My Drive!

    For the longest time, I was unsatisfied with my stories. I have a burning desire to write at least one better than average fanfic, and that desire is stronger than ever now, after an extremely long period of not wanting to do shit with my excessive large amounts of free time.

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  • 551 weeks
    Welp, first fic I've written that's acually somewhat better than decent, and I already jumped the shark.

    It seems like I'm only good at starting something, and maintaining for a short period of time, before I tucker out. This happens with almost everything I do. How do I prevent this from happening?

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Jan
23rd
2014

My Drive! · 1:59am Jan 23rd, 2014

For the longest time, I was unsatisfied with my stories. I have a burning desire to write at least one better than average fanfic, and that desire is stronger than ever now, after an extremely long period of not wanting to do shit with my excessive large amounts of free time.

I'll definitely be getting back into writing soon. My Drive has returned, after so much hiatus, and it's burning so strongly now.

Nobody will read this blog post, but I'll definitely come back and read this later in my lifetime, to see how I went from a groveling pile of motivation-less garbage to somebody who got themselves back.

Hollow Reversed!

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Comments ( 2 )

Huzzah! You have returned!

Also, losing drive for a few months is fairly normal, don't get down on yourself. Unless you lost the drive to do anything at all, which might mean you got really ill.

I lost all motivation and Drive to do anything, besides play Dark Souls every day for hours on end (which, I think, ironically, was a good thing, because before that, I wouldn't even want to get out of bed to play video games, which was a life long hobby for me) pig out on high calorie foods (and, surprisingly, not gain any weight at all...) and spend time with friends (who annoyed me as much as entertained, but whatever. I like the social interaction. For some reason.)

I devoted a good amount of my concentration on one thing, though, and I think that aided in my Drive and motivation returning.

Overrall, I feel energy coming back to me. Slowly, but still. It's coming back.

Perhaps tomorrow night, I'll dabble in the Flutterdash Collab Group again, to refresh myself.

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