My Drive! · 1:59am Jan 23rd, 2014
For the longest time, I was unsatisfied with my stories. I have a burning desire to write at least one better than average fanfic, and that desire is stronger than ever now, after an extremely long period of not wanting to do shit with my excessive large amounts of free time.
I'll definitely be getting back into writing soon. My Drive has returned, after so much hiatus, and it's burning so strongly now.
Nobody will read this blog post, but I'll definitely come back and read this later in my lifetime, to see how I went from a groveling pile of motivation-less garbage to somebody who got themselves back.
Hollow Reversed!
Huzzah! You have returned!
Also, losing drive for a few months is fairly normal, don't get down on yourself. Unless you lost the drive to do anything at all, which might mean you got really ill.
I lost all motivation and Drive to do anything, besides play Dark Souls every day for hours on end (which, I think, ironically, was a good thing, because before that, I wouldn't even want to get out of bed to play video games, which was a life long hobby for me) pig out on high calorie foods (and, surprisingly, not gain any weight at all...) and spend time with friends (who annoyed me as much as entertained, but whatever. I like the social interaction. For some reason.)
I devoted a good amount of my concentration on one thing, though, and I think that aided in my Drive and motivation returning.
Overrall, I feel energy coming back to me. Slowly, but still. It's coming back.
Perhaps tomorrow night, I'll dabble in the Flutterdash Collab Group again, to refresh myself.