I think I'm bi..

I think I might be bi..

This is coming from a girls perspective by the way..

I've been thinking about it for a while.. I have a boyfriend and I've only had crushes on guys before, but I've probably never in my life thought about having any sexual experiences with any guys though.

For me, reading guy on guy action is hot, but I don't like actually looking at it and seeing dildos. Gosh, my eyes can't look at those things and I will immediately be like "ABORT! ABORT!" if I see one.

But, for girl on girl action, I can read it and watch it. I'm okay as long as they don't have toy dildos. Otherwise I'll be like "What's the point?!" Dx. But the thing is, I don't really want to fall in love with a girl or have a relationship with her. I would just want to.. I guess, desire her? Lust her? I dunno.

But the point is I would rather be in a relationship with a dude (actually, I kind of already am in one).. and not with a girl. I'd just want her face between my thighs or mine between hers. If that makes any sense.

And I've only had crushes on boys. So.. I don't know.. Maybe I'm just in that point of life where I think I'm bi, but I'm not. :\/

I'm confused. Help.