Bonjour mes amies

Yes, it is I, Haylee, your absolute favorite fanfiction writer!!!
Just kidding, I`m shit at this.
Anyways, I just came to check in on this today, and I had gotten a couple of messages pertaining to the subject of me not having written anything since about may or june.
Its been a while.
I`ve been looking through my old blog posts and rereading some of my stories, starting with trying to get caught up with "Lewis, We`re Going to Save the World" and failing miserably.
A bit of backstory on why I stopped writing this fic:
As some of you may remember, my life wasnt that great back in early spring of this year. Child abuse charges, moving around a lot, getting behind in my classes, that sort of thing. So when I finally got home after a few months, I didnt get to have the internet usage and freedom I had once experienced back in say december.
Anyways, I stopped using this site and started on tumblr, which has consumed my life pretty much and has given me many new shows to watch, bands to listen to and fanfictions to read, not to mention ships to cry over. (my OTP is no longer Caramac, but has taken the evolutionary leap to a three-way tie between Johnlock, Destiel and Spirk)
So I stopped writing on this site and started on my now self-proclaimed successful blog (260 followers)
Anyways, I slowly fell out of love with MLP in general, and now instead of being my number 1 favorite show, its now somewhere around number 6 or 7.
And now, a long time later, finally, an explanation as to why I stopped writing LWGTSTW:
I didnt know how. When I`m writing, my style is more fluff, smut or comedy, so the angst and drama that this fic was bound to become just confused me. I`m bad at writing the dramatic fight scenes, and the heart-wrenching feelings that the protagonists feel when thinking of their dead wife (poor simon)
So I had to stop before people got upset at my shitty writing. I didnt want my readers to have to endure that sort of torture, so I had a five month hiatus. (BBC logic)
So all in all, I dont know if I can write more for LWGTSTW, but I can at least try. Chapter four currently has around four hundred words from back in april or may, so I`m planning on trying to pick up my basic storyline from there.
I havent been writing a lot in my abscence, I`ve written one Sherlock fanfiction called "Perfect Match" which is on my Fanfiction.net account, TheFarmgirlFangirl, and is alright from what people have told me, but I have been reading fanfiction. A lot of fanfiction. A lot of gay fanfiction. *wriggles eyebrows*
Mostly Johnlock fluff, comedy, romance and smut, with various spots of Destiel, Sabriel, Mystrade, Cecilos and Spirk to keep me through the nights until I can find more Johnlock.
So now that thats out of he way and off my chest; I`m sorry. I`m sorry I stopped writing and as soon as Ifigure out how, I`ll try to write the next chapter. It will be difficult, it will be shitty, but I will get you 5k for chapter four. I dont know how, but I will. I owe you that at least.

So thanks for putting up with my bullshit, thanks for sticking by my fic and giving LSMHO over 1400 views!!!!! It was around 900 last time I checked. (that was a long time ago)
Thank you.

Just, thank you.