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so yea i don't blog much but today a very bad/sad for me so I need to vent my feels, so here we go!

yesterday day my mom had a bad interview for a new job came home and instantly my dad bitched at her for paying taxes from they'er joint account and she called me up and said lets go eat and left my dad there on the way she talk to me and I kind of... made it worse and then she started talking about divorce and how my dad was a pile of shit and she wanted to go back to her old town in moonshine county, get home after dinner and dad talks me about how my mom spent money only for herself and he made a few good points but he's still an ass now today mom wakes me up and says I going out and me still being sleepy says ''o.k'' so she go's out and later getting up dad asks why mom has not picked up the phone and so my dad calls my bro and my moms friend and think shes at work sleeping in the parking lot in her car so my dad go's out cant find her and so brings home some dinner later after my dad go's to sleep my mom comes home and asks if i would come with her and me not knowing what to do say why and I don't want to hurt my dad and leave him in debt so I call my bro and he says "I don't know bro" so finally I say i just say ''No'' and she goes quint for a long time and I mean a long time so finally she say she loves me and my bro and doesn't want to hurt us and Ir doesn't matter if she Isn't happy as long as I'm happy and I fell like shit know for making her stay but I don't want my parents to split up...
am I a bad son?
someone advise me please