Moving. :( · 5:00pm Jun 4th, 2013
That's right people. The free wifi I got with my school laptop, the free ability to walk to the library; all that stuff is gonna go bye-bye in less than two weeks. I hate it, everytime I finally get my personal life shit together, I immediately get thrown back under. *Sigh* I will try writing more, I am actually considering moving to California to live with my father; the thing is though, is that I have so many friends here that I don't want to leave. Hell, me and my mother fight almost every 3rd of the week so technically there the only ones keeping me here. I've tried to get most of them Skype but I'm afraid that they will just forget it, which means will drift apart.
Now, you can call me dramatic, or loyal, or anything like that; I just care a lot about my friends. Plus I have a bright future here, I go to Burton (A school for Arts and Technology) along with regular Highschool, and I just don't think I can get something like that where my father and step-mother live. Plus with the moving and all, I just don't know what to do anymore; I love writing so much, yet life seems to be punching me in the gut and making me want to give it up sometimes.
I won't don't worry ;). I just wish that I could do what I love and write. Sure I don't do it all the time, but that's because I enjoy it; I guess it's like a hobby of mine. But if I do move to California, I know my step-mother would probably critisize me for being a brony since she doesn't understand what a "Fandom" really is and thinks anyone who's a part of a "Fandom" are wierd or insecure. Now don't get me wrong, my step-mother isn't all bad; but when you're being "talked down to" by a second-grade school teacher, you tend to get pissed. Hell I actually think my step-sister actually understands more than her and we don't even talk to each other that much!
Sorry if I'm venting this to you all, don't read the second two parts if your just interested in me complaining about my life. I know a lot more people have it worse than I do. I just wish that people like my step-mother could understand. Yes, I can be bullied about it; but ALL fandoms have their bullies. Hell, I got bullied for liking shows like Supernatural, Doctor Who, and even for just liking Anime. So far, my step-mother gets naggy (I might as well just say bitch-y) everytime I talk about friends that are online, and she says they could be pedophiles and to not talk to them.
Wow, I have never written this much in a blog before. Oh well, sorry for venting; I just needed to get this out.
It's good to get things off your chest man. Talk to me on skype if you ever want to. Btw I think almost everyone has that step mother that they don't like that much. I know I do.