A Promise

So yeah, this is my first “Blog” of sorts…Not really sure what to put in these things. I never actively read one of these, nor did I ever decide to write one myself until now. This is mainly an attempt to get me to start writing again. Why I stopped, I’ll never know.

So yeah, I guess I should explain what in the hell hay I’m doing, right? I've been wanting to get back into writing, but every time I do, I can never seem to get the words out. I think things through continuously, over and over again, every little detail in my mind, everything completely worked out, and yet…yet I can never get the words down on paper…or in this case a document.

Being a very imaginative person, this naturally didn't sit well with me. I've always been the kind of guy that has to find an outlet for my imagination somehow. Reading/Writing had easily taken to me. I loved writing for the longest time, and suddenly, out of nowhere, it just seemed to stop for me. I couldn’t write. Losing half of an outlet for myself was not one of the best things that could have happened to me, especially with the way things are for me now (Long story short, being the middle child, I’m stuck in the middle of the world, while also having to hold it up…Figure that out).

So what am I going to do about? I’m going to fix my other half. I’m going to get myself to start writing again. Because I want to, because I NEED to…Because it’ll probably be the only thing that’ll keep me sane at this point.

Why am I writing this? Will anyone read it? I don’t know. But to me, it’s similar to a promise. A promise to myself that the second I put this on the site, it’ll be there. And every time I go there, I’m going to remember this promise, I’m going to remember my words…And I’m going to keep that promise…

But for now…

I need coffee. Inspiration…just might have come to bite me.