This Sucks....

I haven't written anything in about 2 months now and I really want to put something out and keep my skills sharp but... for fucks sake I have the biggest case of writers block in history. I have an idea to continue The Edge of Darkness and I wrote the first few hundred words of a new story but the second I sit down to write it I just lose all faith. And The Nightblade... don't even get me started. I had everything set out all perfect and I still do, but there's a gap that unfortunately I created in the end of the 4th chapter that I can't seem to bridge. If I could fix that maybe it would motivate me to continue it and then I might be motivated to write more frequently. But I'm just in such a slump right now, not even emotional it's just I cannot get my thoughts rolling and I hate it. I love writing but I just can't seem to pull off what I did with my first story, which after reading it, does NOT deserve the attention it got. While I love the story I made for it, the writing is complete and utter shit. Rushed, so many parts left open to be expanded upon, plotholes. I hate it that even though I believe I've improved 5x since that, I feel even worse about writing. I had so much fun writing that, that I literally wrote all day and ended up finishing the story within 2 weeks, including a lot of edits (Obviously not enough because I was so naive I believed my story was perfect.) So that's whats going on if for some reason you were wondering what happened to the stories. They'll be back, who knows, maybe the minute I post this I'll end up being inspired to finish it. Who knows. No promises, but I'll try and update The Edge of Darkness with a few edits in the first 2 chapters for anyone new to it, and work on chapter 3, and with the idea I have rolling in my head for it, things are going to start getting VERY interesting.