my spiritual healing pains

my spiritual healing pains with my soul and beyond healing pains of my entire mental self is hurting.....

my emotions are hurting and I'm getting not so numb anymore.....

when is it going to be over?

I want to be a pony already.....

I want to be twilight sparkle, the princess of Friendship with my cutie mark already.....

twilight sparkle, shooting star.....the first one is my love name and the second one is my friendship name.....