What has happened · 3:58pm Mar 16th, 2023
Hello, nice to see you all again.... especially after the well, LONG distance from Wings of Love chapter 5 to 6. Yeah, it wasn't a fun trip for me coming from all the beep that happened these last few months. So what happened with me you may ask?
I withdrew from school. YES, I am officially a certified drop out from college. No this doesn't mean I am not smart or got kicked out or suspended, this was my choice in leaving. I had a major pain coming with story ideas, working through pressures, dealing with mental traumas and even having to work through financial and educational problems. I was contacted with my Academic Advisor at my college and told it would be smart to withdraw and come back in a later time period. Yes this means I "should" have more time to dedicate to writing and doing art, without school being a pain on-top of it all. For myself this caused a lot of mental backlash within myself internally, so I had to take some days off to seek medical and counselling for the withdraw and for me to actually feel... normal. Over time I have been doing better and by the time I write and post this, I should be doing a lot better. Coming from the much pointed areas of HRT medication and transitions I have been undergoing for the past 2 months, lots have changed mentally and physically. Some for the better and others for the worse from my own experience.
But in the end I am hoping that these coming months/years will be better as I begin changing things and hopefully return to school once I am ready... both mentally and physically.
Sometimes I also want to drop out of college and go do my own thing, but for other reasons than you.
Taking a break and focusing on yourself is a good thing as you might not want to continue or do something else in the future, but I don't know about that.
I wish you all the best for whatever may happen in the future and I hope you get to live your best life.
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Thank you