I don't know what I'm doing · 6:02am Feb 9th, 2023
I really don't know why I'm doing this, but I need somewhere to vent. I'm not doing so well. Physically I'm fine but I feel like I want to headbutt the nearest brick wall with how I feel. I don't know what to feel. I had a girlfriend for a few months, and I just got broken up. I want to scream, yell, cry and just bundle up in a corner. I don't know what I did wrong. I have been just staring at my screen for the past 20 minutes since the phone call. I was hoping she'll call back and say this is just some elaborate joke that went too far. I mean I even had a date with her in a few days. I don't know if I should be angry or just sad. I really only feel empty.
I'm sorry, I don't mean to interrupt your lives with my failures. Thanks for reading, I guess.
-Eclipse