Pov log entry: the herald

So I'm the one referred to as the herald my job is pretty straightforward I'm usually the one who goes to a reality to scout it out before my friend does but a few months ago was different the queen decided to jump the gun and go first to reality zero without me and when I finally arrived she was gone I thought they killed her but to my relief she ended up somewhere else I however stayed at reality zero to finish it off I captured the seven and seemingly destroyed the reality but my memory cut off and suddenly I was in another world alone lost scared but then the queen saved me and got me back on my feet to continue the ritual to summon the nothing but there's something I don't get why do the inhabitants of this world run from me I just want to help so why run