I like to maintain whatever hyper-fixations I have at the time. I like having something to focus on. If the fixation fades then I kinda just float in a semi-depressive limbo until I find something else to fixate on. I like to cling to the happy chemical.

I somehow managed to finish out a chapter thanks to some inspiration and music. So. Yay.

Yet I feel fine... ish.

My mind is buzzing and I've been writing the second chapter of Between Hell and Heaven for over an hour.

I've got this going on repeat and the juices are flowing nicely.

Here's hoping I can get it done before work.

But a Dubstep song is making me emotional. Well part of it is ILLENIUM (and he always has amazing compositions) but the lyrics by Mako...

It was only a Dream

The Waves of Evil

Crashing over Us

It was only a Weak

And Fateful Scream

Beneath the Battlements

But

I Know

It's Hard

But Follow

Before it's too Dark

Wake Up

My Love

Please

Don't Give Up On Me

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Between Hell and Heaven has the plans for the first few chapters ready to go, I just have to write them. I wanted to get more than the first chapter done before I submitted it, but I'm in a bit of a fuck it mood and the words for chapter 2 are slow going. So I'm submitting it now to see what people think. I can't promise chapters immediately, no matter how much I want to get them done myself, sometimes the brain just doesn't agree with me. I might try and peck away at the second chapter

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