Scootaloo is 13 years old and living in her house with regular visits from the rest of the former Cutie Mark Crusaders. She now has Rainbow Dash, Soarin, and the rest of the Wonderbolts as her adopted family. She has a secret, but she can't tell anypony because she doesn't want to be alone again.
One day all of her emotions are too much for her, so she writes everything down on a piece of paper.
CONTAINS: Suicidal thoughts, self-harming, and homosexuality
DISCLAIMER: What some people may take from this story is that I must assume Scootaloo is a lesbian, but that's is not at all correct. The only reason I chose Scootaloo for this story is because she is the pony that resembles me the most, in personality and appearance. So yes, this story is based loosely off of me.
Wow... the feels
7367637 Well, that's sort of what I was going for when I decided to write this. Next chapter it may get a bit dark, but there's no gore involved, fortunately.
Already, I can tell this story is going to be a rollercoaster. Time to find out how fast you can make a machine that is normally incapable of crying cry.
I can relate a lot to this. I'm bi and received a lot of hate about it. I'm not afraid to admit it anymore, but it's ridiculous how people (or ponies) treat others because their different.
Aww, man. I'm sorry that you went through that
Thank god is right dude no one should ever be at a point of sadness to resort to that. At least you are still around to enjoy life and the fandom
7367731 I accept! *air hugs*
7367748 *air hugs*
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7367756 *group air hugs*
7367777 Yay!
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It's bronies like you who make me smile when I read your comments!
Is there anything like feeling broken? Like everything works in harmony, without you, because you're just too different to count as a person. Like nothing or no one planned for you, and there's nowhere you belong.
When I felt that way, when I feel that way, sometimes I'm sad. But it's worse when I get angry instead; that's when I start digging my nails and teeth in, never really any other reason. For some people, it's shame or hopelessness that makes them do that; it sounds like it is to you. I don't really know how it feels, to not know what you're about to do. I always know what I'm going to do, not that I could ever stop. But maybe it's the same in the end, whether its because you're miserable or because you're mad at yourself and everything else in the world. It's like looking at yourself and saying 'I want you to hurt. Fuck you.'
I hope that this is a retrospective for you. I hope you don't have to live like this anymore. I hope you know you aren't broken.
7367811 just like pinkie I just wanna make you smile
It makes my day (well night since it's midnight here) to make someone feel better
7367820 Dang, this is embarrassing. My parents and grandma are in the room and I'm trying not to let them see me cry.
7367875 If you ever want someone to talk to, just pm me
Take a pinkiestache
Getting heavy...
Hope Scoots can get through this
Awww
Oh, I can almost smell the escalation. We're gonna be knee deep in the feels in a few entries...
And with that, Scootabelle was born
7369596 Ha ha.
But really, I don't actually ship them, but sweetie Belle was the one who reminded me most of my crush.
Hey BlueNuffin, great story so far! It's been an absolute pleasure to read, and I can't wait to see what's in store for Scootaloo next!
It sucks that so many people can relate to the themes of this story, myself included. I hope that your experience through stuff similar to this is over, because everyone deserves to be happy, and not be put down for who they are. Anyways, I can't wait for the next chapter! 
Yeah, it can be, most fandom are very gay-friendly
Poor Scoots.....
NOOOOOOOOOOOO
7372866 What?
7372902 Ahh its too short
7372920 oh haha sorry
7372936 No its good I'm looking forward to it
Sadly, our story is reaching its end! (But unfortunately for me, not mine
) I'd like to keep going, but the next chapter has caught up to me in real time. So, if anything writing-worthy happens in the future, I'll make a chapter out of it. 
7372946 hey, as one gay brony to another, let me tell you something: no matter how badly other people may treat you for your sexuality, there are still alot of people who do care and aren't judgmental. Stay fabulous
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7373209 Hopefully the next chapter will be out sometimes tomorrow evening, but I hit writer's block in he middle of writing it. And after that... I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
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Eh, not yet, but I'm getting there.
YAY
Wat
7378444 well, shoot. But I must say that I'm not surprised. After a while I stopped typing 'everypony' and used 'everybody' because it was driving me crazy. lol
Keep on Keeping on until we figure out what keeping on actually means.
7447021 OH MY GOSH U R SOOOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!! thank you so much for that!!!
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7448147 You're welcome
More chapters soon maybe
Hold up, since when is homosexuality considered to be bad. It is just something that people go through. People make a big deal about it just because they are homophobic and there is the unspoken rule that something big needs to be on the news
Wow, if this story even resembles your live like you said, then I just find it shocking. I can't believe that it could happen to someone and the sad part is that it does, just because they don't like the idea of two guys or girls being together. They need to learn to deal with their issues and leave everyone else out of it. (I'm talking about homophobic people, not homosexual people.)
7367748 am I too late to give air hugs?
7367875 let it flow, let it flow, let the tears run down your cheek. It's alright to cry, just do it in moderation. Just remember, we are all special in God's eyes, and we wouldn't be here if we didn't serve a purpose. Everyone matters whether it's a homeless guy outside your house, the bully at school, or even people who hate you because of race, gender, sexuality etc. The brony/pegasister community was formed not just because of mlp, but because it teaches us to love and tolerate every one. We have to rise above the hate, because it's the only way to make the world a better place for everyone.
7367875 also, pm me if you ever need to talk to someone. I'm terrible at holding a conversation, but I excell at being able to stop, listen and then give input without interrupting you.
Having a great time reading this! Great job on it.