Twilight is ecstatic with her new journal and the prospect of writing her life's adventures, eager to begin. However, one unfortunate event leads to a spiral of terrible luck and decisions, culminating in a horrific tragedy. Twilight fails to cope with her changed life, and as she loses her grip on reality, the journal records it all. Her pain, her fall into madness, and the horrible lengths she will go to in an effort to reclaim what has been lost.

Cover image by MidoriFlygon

Scootaloo is depressed with the events of past days. Felling like no one cares about her, she makes a decision that will affect not only her, but everyone she knows.

Those we love may not know it if we fail to show it. Those we hurt may hurt us back out of pain and loneliness.

Don't neglect those closest to you.

This story is a sequel to "I'm so... so sorry..."

BOOK 2

What if someone's pain is our fault, but they don't know it? What if we are the cause of one's sorrow, yet we fail to tell them so? What if we are rejected for our mistakes?

How can we respond, when our loved ones reject us? When we have the guilt of a thousand sins on our backs, and no one will help? How do we survive?

Maybe this is our reason for living. To have a long, hard life, only to die in sorrow. Are we really going to live in happiness? Will we find peace in life? Or will we find death?

Will we survive?

Or will we give up?

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This is the second installment of my Heaven's Tears series.

BOOK 1

How is one to react to one's world being changed? How should one react to losing what one holds dear? How do we cope? How do we move on?

Maybe we don't. Maybe we are meant to stay in our grief, and mourn for what was, and what never will be. Maybe we aren't meant to rise up, but to fall down.

What do we do? We stop. We don't try. We don't think. We grieve. We mourn. We break. We apologize. We cry.

We are so sorry...

Yet we have no control.

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This is the first installment of my Heaven's Tears series.

Scootaloo goes to get Rainbow Dash a gift, but in the storm she loses her way and needs a savior. Her gift is made even more precious by the following events.

We will risk it all for those we love. Nothing can stop us, and nothing can break our bonds we form with our loved ones.

Not even death.

One-thousand years is a long time to feel regret; it's even longer when your demise lies at the end.

A week I've been here. A week stuck in this wretched cage with only the oncoming execution to occupy my thoughts. I used to rule the world, I used to fear none-but my other half took it all away.

At what should have been a routine doctor's visit, Applejack learns that she can never bear foals of her own. After an emotional breakdown, her friends do their best to calm her.

However, as the discussion develops, nopony is prepared for Twilight's revelation: the grand event which brought them together has left a hidden scar within each of them.

Tempers flare, relationships are strained, and the strength of their friendship is tested as each must come to terms with her newfound sterility.

Now on Equestria Daily
and Twilight's Library

Thanks to these wonderful people for all their help

Cover artist
MuffinExplosion

Editors:
NotMurphy
Georg
Ping111
ocalhoun

Prereadering and suggestions from:
Eakin
Distaff Pope
John Perry
Cartsbeforehorses
JaketheArmyGuy