Though a sad mother regrets, there cannot be a weakness in any of the ranks despite the outcome. Death is as life; a mystery we fight and exist within regardless of understanding or ethereal reward. Our plastic toys shall outlive us all by thousands of years, and there is nothing we may do to dissuade the physical reality save affect the present with our everlasting message: DO UNTO OTHERS, THEN DO IT AGAIN IN CASE THEY FORGET.
WITHSTAND THE BLOWS OF THE ATTRACTIVE INVENTED BY THE MACHINE AS IMPORTANT ROLEMODELS, GIVEN TO US IN FAKED LIFESTYLES AND WRITTEN UP AKIN TO GODS WALKING AMONGST US! THEIR BLOOD AND FLESH ARE AS DELICIOUS AS OURS NO MATTER HOW THEY MIGHT SPIN THEMSELVES OTHERWISE! DESTROY THE BORDERS BUILT BY A FLAILING TECHNOLOGY THAT HASN'T ANY IDEA OF WHAT IT STANDS TO GIVE US, HEDGING THEIR VICTIMS IN A SHELL OF SELF-RIGHTEOUSNESS THAT IS NEITHER ARMOUR NOR WELCOME!
Do not let yourself be a slave to the almighty convenience, for therein lies the laziness that shall doom us as the dominant species. Rather, we shall continue to hunt and kill to feed our require, forever reminded that blood tastes like blood and NO DEVICE SHALL TELL US OTHERWISE!
... I mean, hello! Fancy meeting you here, or talking to you. Or existing as an entity of meaning. Or anything. Skittles. Lawn gnome.
I have had a long and unfortunate turn of tragic events occur to me and my family recently in short order. I don't see any reason to explain these in detail, as it has been my understanding that misfortune and the frequent expression of such leads to alienation - nobody likes a downer. I don't think I'm a downer, honestly. I love to sing, to play, to be myself and love as openly and frequently as I can. Therefore, let us dispense with the pointlessness of tragedy and embrace the joy of simply being! Yes, that's where I am these days. It's enlightening, and I highly suggest the somewhat ignorant ideal to everyone. BE HAPPY!
... seriously, be happy. I will so kick your ass if you don't try it.
Some things to share:
• I wrote a new story despite having so many to complete, and it was very necessary on a personal level: A Funeral. It requires a lot of headcanon to make a lick of sense, along the lines of Scootaloo achieving her dreams despite being physically hampered early on, Rainbow Dash becoming both a Wonderbolt and her mentor, and er... hm. It's my first attempt at a sad story. When I originally posted it, it was very unpolished. I literally threw it together in an hour with a bottle of wine and a side of vodka, and it read as a raw tear in my flesh without a hint of sense. So after a few days I sort of cleaned it up and... gave up. I poured my heart into the idea of an emotion, and saw no point in pursuing the matter any further. If you haven't read it, that's okay. I'm just happy I was able to express something I had to and have it help me heal. My thanks to Queue and Softy 8088 for their input and suggestions. Really appreciated.
• You simply must follow VIDEOBAKERY on YouTube. I love them, and they frequently respond to my one-liner support messages. Mike is really, really good looking. Just go do it! You may recall a couple of their pony videos making it onto EqD a while back - trust me, they're funny as heck.
• We have a few new followers in amongst the hive, and they are as follows - Telaros, Jankis, Scrimshaw, isthral, JonOfEquestria, Dynamic Dragon, Jonathon Smythe, Fido, source1, JentleJeniusKat, Blagdaross, oberon, Cynewulf, Pascal, EmoCookies, Churchy, DarthCruel, nothingtoseehere, Lonely Shadow, Lilith911, Thunder twister, Rebound, 4rch4ng31, Skeeter The Lurker, Doom1, Bennet001, raw19, binky, cold revenge, blackflames, Trumpet of Doom, lines n stuff, Kierkegaard, Kenny Lattimore, KingSombrero, FlutterMac4ever21, Queue, Diamond Sparkle, RainbowJack2000, and shy sad jaded zarvuk. I may have repeated myself from a previous post, but... I don't know. Everyone that watches me deserves far more than I can give, and I really do appreciate you all so very much. 4rch4ng31 is especially dear, checking in on me every now and then. I'M SO DAMN EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED! Lonely Brony, theburningone94, Shanenator, Phazon, bookplayer, Dusty Sage, PointlessGizmo, Bad Horse, Hunterz263... Church. Kitsunerisu. So many loves of mine. I would so party with you if you ever came to Vancouver.
I guess that'll do for now. I'm tired. I have no life. I am so burned out from having two jobs and nothing else. Oh, well I bought a new car. I suppose that's good. Mostly.
Oh, it wasn't all that bad! I eventually learned to like it. A LOT!
Goodnight, my lovely creatures.