Hey so uh. This account is dead. If you like my stories then follow my new account, Nightcoremoon. I'm gonna rewrite them on there. The originals will still stay here for archive purposes unless the mods don't like that. Peace.

Edit- okay I should probably explain wtf happened. Well, depression happened. Gender dysphoria, mostly. The angst was actually just undiagnosed mental illness but now I'm chill. Mostly.

i have...

seasonal affective disorder
possible manic depression
social anxiety issues
issues with coming out to my family
my ever-present aspergers hindering my everyday life
lack of focus leading to low grades leading to parents angry with me leading to spiraling deeper into depression leading to bigger lack of focus
repressed memories about my apparently physically and emotionally abusive ex-stepfather

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I don't mean to alarm anybody or be an attention whore, but I've been going through some a cycle of serious self-worth and depression issues. I should be happy because my mom's getting married and I'm getting into my #1 college choice and I got an 1850 on the SATs and I'm applicable for a scholarship that will pay for everything and I know what major I'm going for and everything in my life is going smoothly, but I'm still dissatisfied with certain aspects of it, which makes me feel like a whiny

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I expected to have tons of time this summer to write tons of fanfic. I've never been more wrong in my life.
Without school, I don't keep a schedule. I don't have regular sleep/food cycles, so I don't get any inspiration to write.
When I don't have inspiration to write, I watch YouTube videos, download music, watch anime, or work on college stuff. Which all usually takes a big chunk of the day, and I'm too tired to write at the end.

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So I'm grounded from my laptop because my sisters are slobs, and Mom is disappointed in all of us because of it. We have to 'prove' to her that we can maintain a cleanliness routine. Which for some reason means no Wi-Fi until then.

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So I'm still working on that Michelle Creber news article, reading Huckleberry Finn (and comforting my inner grammar nazi), doing huge packets and dissecting various animals, heavily practicing for a band concert and a theater performance, AND studying my flank off for a Precalculus/Triginometry test.
Because my school drifts along lazily the first three quarters, then cranks out ALL the homework to meet the curriculum standards.

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Yeah.
Things happened during the week and weekend that kept me from accomplishing anything.
I had a mass concert that inconveniently sprang up on me, and I had to learn pieces that I should've been working on a month ago. And I forgot about it. But the show was pretty good.

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I think this is the story I'm going to push for the most.

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I have a research/opinion paper due in two weeks about the morality of the bombing of Hiroshima/Nagasaki, a couple of articles for my news class (one about Michelle Creber's music!), and like 8 fanfics to finish chapters for.
My many siblings will be gone to their friend's houses because they have lives.
I have nothing else to do because forever alone.

'Tis to be a writing weekend for sure.

To kick it off, I'm going to read a couple chapters of the following for inspiration:

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My great-grandmother had a stroke several months ago, and she's better, except she's a lot weaker than she was before. Her husband, my great-grandfather was taking care of her, but he just suddenly died two weeks ago. Nobody realized this for nearly three days, after the mailman noticed their mailbox was not emptied. She was really dehydrated and in bad shape, but she's okay now. It's just... I and my dad's side of the family had just gone to see him a week before, and he was perfectly fine:

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