• Member Since 17th Jun, 2012
  • offline last seen May 25th, 2018

A cubed


currently suffering from the curse of improving just enough to hate what i just wrote, then starting over again

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  • 345 weeks
    I didn't die

    Hey so uh. This account is dead. If you like my stories then follow my new account, Nightcoremoon. I'm gonna rewrite them on there. The originals will still stay here for archive purposes unless the mods don't like that. Peace.

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  • 525 weeks
    my absence

    i have...

    seasonal affective disorder
    possible manic depression
    social anxiety issues
    issues with coming out to my family
    my ever-present aspergers hindering my everyday life
    lack of focus leading to low grades leading to parents angry with me leading to spiraling deeper into depression leading to bigger lack of focus

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  • 540 weeks
    ...

    I don't mean to alarm anybody or be an attention whore, but I've been going through some a cycle of serious self-worth and depression issues. I should be happy because my mom's getting married and I'm getting into my #1 college choice and I got an 1850 on the SATs and I'm applicable for a scholarship that will pay for everything and I know what major I'm going for and everything in my life is

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  • 562 weeks
    I'm Not Dead; Progress; New Stuff

    I expected to have tons of time this summer to write tons of fanfic. I've never been more wrong in my life.
    Without school, I don't keep a schedule. I don't have regular sleep/food cycles, so I don't get any inspiration to write.

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  • 574 weeks
    No computer until June

    So I'm grounded from my laptop because my sisters are slobs, and Mom is disappointed in all of us because of it. We have to 'prove' to her that we can maintain a cleanliness routine. Which for some reason means no Wi-Fi until then.

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Apr
29th
2014

my absence · 3:25am Apr 29th, 2014

i have...

seasonal affective disorder
possible manic depression
social anxiety issues
issues with coming out to my family
my ever-present aspergers hindering my everyday life
lack of focus leading to low grades leading to parents angry with me leading to spiraling deeper into depression leading to bigger lack of focus
repressed memories about my apparently physically and emotionally abusive ex-stepfather
i feel like shit because i cant help my friends who also have depression, anorexia, self-harm issues, and the like
and to top it all off, standard teenage angst about relationship issues and prom dates
also i've discovered that i'm incredibly codependent.

i have slightly bigger problems to worry about than my fanfiction; nobody's bothered me about it, though...

my stories are on hiatus, except for one; it's a new one. it's a piece about the mane 6 sans pinkie explaining sex, sexuality, sexual orientations, gender identifications, transsexuals, romantic attraction or lack thereof, and other stuff to pinkie pie.

not tagging any stories because why bother. its been forever since i updated any of them anyway.

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Comments ( 2 )

Hey man if you need to talk about anything, you can always PM me (I hope)

I've been gone from this site for quite a bit and I don't what's changed and what's new, but if you ever need to talk, feel free to message me. (I don't know if that's a thing)

I admit I have no idea who you are, and honestly it's been so long since I've been here that I can't remember what you've written. I obviously have read a lot of your stories since I subscribed to you.

Just know that I'm here, cause I'm sure what you're going through sucks, and it's the least I can do as a person who hates seeing (or hearing) about other people in shitty situations.

Hope everything works out.

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