Maybe for the...

by Fat1thatyoulove

Chapter 5

Chapter 5- Collapse of the heart

Your face is cold as you rest it on the hardwood table. You don’t know how long you have let your mind punish you, at your best guess it’s well over a few hours but you’re starting to not be able to take it. Every time you try to push your thoughts back to the far ends of your mind they spring back harder and faster than ever. You rub your head as you give out a loud moan.

Your mind I interrupted by the sound of hooves on the marble behind you. As the clop of the hooves gets closer your body gets tense to ashamed to see who it is.

“Hello sir, are you wanting dinner yet?”

You allow yourself to turn to the sound chief pony’s voice.

Your voice is cracky as you answer him; mainly due to the long amount of silence you have been enduring, “n-no I’m ok.”

He gives an unpleasant look at the plate in front of you before he turns to leave.

As the sound of his hooves disappears you aging bury your head to the coolness of the wood. You close your eyes and give a sigh as you try to calm your still through ridden mind. At first you think it’s working but the sound of hooves clapping the floor behind you stops your progress, your eyes open as you listen to the hooves getting closer.

You feel a warm object being pressed into the fur on your back, you tense up but do not try to stop her this time as you listen to her voice from behind you, “You can’t do this anymore.”

Your face is still to the wood as she continues to talk at you. “I know something is up with you…But I also know THAT was not the best way to handle it.”

You swallow hard as you turn to her, “Are you ok?”

“Am I okay?” Judging by her tone you know you’re in for a lecture, she floats her satchel off of her and to the table as she talks, “I don’t know what you think you are protecting me from but THAT, that is not what you should do it.”

You break your eyes from her as she continues, “I wanted my parents to like you…just like I like you.” Again you feel her warm hoof press against you. At this point her voice is now a scolding tone. ”I would not have acted that way to your parents.”

Her comment strikes a chord in you as she talks, “I’m really I-…”

You cut her off before she can finish her sentence, “Well guess what Twilight you will never have to do that will you!”

There is a moment of silence as both of you realize what you both just did. Your stomach which has still not unnoted tightens more as her ears fold back, “i…I didn’t mean it like that.”

You swallow the thought away as you talk in a calmer voice, “Twilight your dad is right…”

She looks at you with an anxious face.

“…I don’t know what I am.” You give a laugh as you finish your sentence.

Twilight looks at you in confusion, “what…what do you mean?”

You look down at your hooves as all of your suppressed thought and feelings start to shake you, “Well, what am I Twilight? Cause I’m not human! And I’m certainly not a pony!"

You look to her for the answer but she can’t look you in the eyes, “You’re… You’re whatever you want to be.”

You give a chuckle to her vague answer as you think, ya that’s going to help.

Her voice is lower as she speaks, “Is that what your nightmare was today?”

You’re quick to snap your head to her, the word brings two thoughts up to your mind, the first and most recent still eats at you as you stare at her.

You look back to your hooves, “I’m sorry for what happened at lunch.”

She gives a nod as she talks, “I understand human magic can cause you to do or say something that you normally wouldn’t do, and I forgive you. “ She grabs one of your hooves as she talks now, “Now let me help you this time.”

You look down at her hoof wrapped around your own; you know why you did what you did… “You don’t understand Twilight.”

She pushes your head up to her face as she talks in a sweet and low as she look at you, “I’m starting to.”

You look over her life filled purple eyes, the sparking in them make gives you a little smile, but at the same time you also hold back the urge to cry as you notice her eyes a slightly darker shade then you remember. You hold her hoof a little tighter as you talk in a low voice "that’s what I’m afraid of."

End of chapter 5

Comments

[Lastplex]

new part

[TenebrisSol]

Well done. Please continue.
One of the book names in that library looked familiar. Do you know why?

[Leux]

*before reading* FU*K... you posted the Story this time right before my weekly Hidden and Dangerous night started...
That means i have to go in this freaking difficult Bunker mission in Hardcore mode with the knowledge that there is a new Maybe story... darn...

anyways... i didn't even need to read this, i know you have done a good job ... lol...
But i will read it and comment it of cause ^^
*is freaking restless...*
need to read it... right now... darn, but i can't... right now i hate you for been such a teaser,
...even if you don't do it on purpose...

P.S. read it tomorrow ^^

P.P.S. tried to spoiler the Dash-smilies ... well... didn't work properly... lol..

[WG Thorrun Thunderfist]

Awesome, If it was me I probably would have turned her father inside out

[Fat1thatyoulove]

2141583

lol, idk what your talking

[Fat1thatyoulove]

2142971

lol, thought you said tomorrow you would read.

[Fat1thatyoulove]

2143300

That's a running gag I have had since part 5. (how old is Twilight)

[Leux]

2143220 I know, i freaking know ^^""" I read the first two chapters right after the "H&D Night" was over... sometime after 01:00 am lol...
2143312 k lol thank you ^^

You’re quick to snap your head to her, the word brings two thoughts up to your mind, the first and most recent still eats at you as you stare at her.

two, with is the second one?

But also, there is nothing else to say.

P.S. I love this "Maybe..." Story, right into the feelings ^^

P.P.S. ow yes, I'm honored, you know what i mean ^^

[_applejack_]

2146520
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(1) I totaly see what you did there
(2) spoilers about spoilers about spoilers about spoilers about spoilers about spoilers

[Darknight293]

What in God's,Celestia's, and Luna's name are you planning!? If Twi's eyes are a shade darker than usual...*GASP*. This is leading to changlings isen't it!!? The one fault in a changling's disguise is that, if you are very close to a changling in disguise and looking at there eyes, you will see it change color for a few seconds if you watch long enough!

[niggerzzzzzzzz]

Fatty i am using my ps3 to type i am still grounded just my dad wanted to be an ass and let me play and then when i left his house he took my comp back so..... PS3 i think i will use raspberry pi because this internet is laggy as fuck and please wait until wednesday or after so i can edit again PLEASE also i still havent read anything i am at the end of to kill of mocking bird assignment not book.

[Fat1thatyoulove]

2159753

Okay, but I think Matt has part 18 cause i'll be done like Saturday.

Also ps3 and first thing you do is FIM? lol you're my hero

[Lastplex]

Hmmm, ok well it's Fatty so the " ... " means there is another part, but again I ask whats up with Twi?

[Fat1thatyoulove]

2163071

lol

[Leux]

2184021
well it become clear that it seams that disabuse was the proper term. And mean "tell me/her/him if I'm/she/he is wrong or right"
And about, if disabuse isn't even e real word: the great translation side www.dict.cc has an other opinion about that ^^, like all other translation programs I use ^^.

and because I'm in the mood for it:

P.S.

P.P.S. yeah, I'm a freaking Ghost... don't ask you self why *spits around throw fimfiction.net*... wait... this word joke only makes sense in German... (replace spit with hunt)

[Fat1thatyoulove]

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[Phys]

This Is The Next Part In The MAybe Series That Fatty Was 2 Lazy 2 Put In The Last Chapter Of This Part.

Your welcome

[Fat1thatyoulove]

3001524

Mhm, can't do it ....still yay now there's a link.