Most scoff at the past, stuffing it rudely behind them as they shove through and press their gaze forward towards the future. Some never can, no matter how powerful they may be. And, no matter who they are, the past always catches up. Always.
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Yea being bipolar sucks I know I have it too. Just gotta fight the good fight man . Easier said than done.
3910554 I've got it easier than I once did, so I always count my blessings. That doesn't mean I forget how bad it can get, and, to be honest, I can still hold a job and (very rarely) update stories about brightly colored ponies, so I can't complain. I know at one point I couldn't even manage that.
Finding things to be thankful for is always amazingly welcome, though. As much as things may hurt, kindred spirits always tame the darkest of our own demons, even if it's hard to convince our own selves that there are others that care.
3910588 I'd offer to reimburse you for your newly saturated keyboard, but, alas, I hear that requires money and shit.
Unfortunately I find myself replete with shit and lacking a lot of money, and I have no idea what the exchange rate is between the two, these days. (I'm told it's better if you have a lot of money to begin with. By rich people.)
3910587 Yes I know of the darkness. I sometimes feel like I am like half dark and half good. It's hard to explain even harder to picture it in ones mind unless you dealt with it.I sometimes just want to let the darkness take me but that would be the easy way out.
3910604 There's nothing wrong with "the easy way out".
From personal experience, though, lemme tell you that it isn't easy. Hiding from work and friends, taking sleeping pills so you can hide for just a few hours longer in the realm of dreams, pretty much anything you can do to wake up and face another day, and more strangers masquerading as friends, and even simple shit like just doing laundry or cleaning your apartment.
Even the simplest shit cuts deeply, and you wonder how you can bear it, turning away from it and going back to sleep, clutching a pillow to your chest and fighting off the loneliness. I'm not a hypocrite; most days, I just choose to go back to sleep. It's hard, I know. But, as hard as it is, I still wake up, day after day. Some (most) days I'm not sure why I bother, but very rarely there's a day I force myself to crawl outta bed, dully brew a pot of coffee and maybe even make breakfast, that things click and it just seems worth it.
The intermittent spates of happiness, of being fucking human, just seem to offset the despair so long as I'm patient, and faithful, enough to wait for them.
Small comfort, I know, but those comforts do exist. For people like you and me, it's just a matter of suffering the rip tide until we can catch the next high wave. But damned if it isn't worth it, when the next high wave comes. We understand beauty and joy quite a bit better than most, because we are the ones deprived of it most often.
Hold onto hope, friend, and it will never lose its grasp on you.
4162563 Whatever floats yer boat, sir or madame.
Although I wasn't aware that Nix lost his powers. Why doesn't anyone ever tell me important things like this?!
4225225 DO EET! But seriously, the characters here are great! Keep it up!
4301980 Oh, but a Gary Stu makes this sort of story so drab.
Far better to escalate things gradually, if you ask me. (And yes, things do...escalate.)
4372430 Well, if you insist...
I think Glancing Shock x Night-Captain Moon Glade would be a much better fit, although I'm gonna have to finish the next chapter before that makes sense.
4558592 Absolutely. I fully intend to hold my promise that I wouldn't let this story (and the two I have planned after it) go without an ending.
At the same time I'm bipolar, dealing with a metric fuckton of mental mind-fuckery over the last year, and I'm just plain not up to par with the quality my stories demand. I still cringe when I reread some of the crap I've already written, even.
But I'm not done yet. Not by a long shot.
4633148 It is. Next chapter even has the 8-Bits Bar in it.
But I'm drunk and I utterly fail at predicting my own chapter lengths and...fuck it, just read my latest blog post. It details crap as best as my drunken mind can convey it.
I have never loved Spike more
They don't live in them just visit often.
Cowardly French bastards
JK.
I wanna visit France one day.
Damn french bastards.