Diehard Brony/Whovian. Discord is best villain, Fluttershy is best canon pony, and askdiscordwhooves is best pony (check him out on tumblr). any questions? Hope to be a valuable member here!
Everyone has a monster inside
Everyone has a secret to hide
The demons never die
Everyone has an angel within
Devoid of darkness, devoid of sin
Angels always lie
Everyone has a burden to carry
Always be watching, always be wary
Demons Never Die.
I was sad, but now I'm free.
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I don't know if you're actually considering suicide, but if you are, DON'T DO IT.
We are friends, and it isn't worth it to kill yourself, you might feel happy to not feel pain anymore, but it wont ever be a good thing, your family will despair, someone else might not be able to take it and kill themselves, adding to your family's pain. It isn't worth it to die. We are your friends and family and we all love you.
Talk to someone about the way you think, I hid what I thought about a long time, and I told my grandmother a few months ago because I was depressed, and it helped. I still bottle up my feelings and don't talk about it with others, but having someone who knows what you think about helps you more then you realize.
Listen to me. You are a great person and...I always smile when you comment on my stories. I feel like you and me would get along very well. Don't do it. If you're thinking about it, don't do it. Stay happy and smile. If you laugh and play the demons can't hurt you. I know. My demons haven't hurt me for quite a while now. They try, and yes, it hurts, but the pain is bearable. Thinking too hard makes it worse, and when my demons try to haunt me in my sleep, I watch cryaotic or pewds videos to clear my mind. To make me laugh. I'm not saying you are thinking of this, but if you are and reading this changes your mind...and if it saves your life it will make mine worthwhile. So fight back. Stand up. Be brave. Allons-y.
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I thought about it once
But then
I thought about my family
and it left my mind for awhile.
I know I should talk to someone, I do. It felt really good to write this and alleviate this heartache into words. Words help. Words ease the pain. So do Pewdiepie and ponies. Ever since I started watching the show, I was *kinda* obsessed. The ponies made me smile.
Then I discovered the fandom, and the ponies jumped out of the screen, stuffed a cupcake in my mouth, and dragged me back to Equestria. (I cannot for the life of me remember where I heard that, I keep thinking it was a comment somewhere)
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Talk to someone you know IRL to help you with this, so you can feel better more and less scared.
3804194 I'm too socially awkward, I keep telling myself. I'm too scared. This is why I have the fandom. The fandom is my life. Is it bad that when I'm away for too long I start to freak out a little bit?
3804178 Cupcakes but no muffins? Blasphemy!!
3804400 Pinkie Pie was the ringleader. Ditzy was the backup. She tried to fight for the muffins, but to no avail.
3804178 as long as ponies roam Equestria, you can never truly be sad. Just remember everypony is on your side!
3804416 Yep! The ponies made me truly happy for the first time in a while, and I intend to keep them.
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If you ever have to talk to someone IRL and cant speak, I find it easier to write it down. I am a horrible speaker, but my writing helps me show how I feel
3804178 Would you mind if I quoted that somewhere?
3807382 Erm... no, but quote what?
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^that
3809481 That's not mine, I found it somewhere... Let me try to find it again...
Ohmigosh! I love this! Is it bad that I can relate...?
I started to realize this after my bestest friend, since we were in kindergarten, went away... I feel like I'll never see him again and it hurts but all these wonderful fandoms I'm in and my sister helped me through it. Even if she didn't realize it. I read and write and draw to feel better. To make the demons go away and it helps! I also love reading your comments! So, in a way, you've helped me escape my demons. Even for a little while, and I thank you for it. But if you ever have one of 'those thoughts' it helps to talk to someone who understands what your going through. And I see you as my friend so if you ever wanna talk about it or something else, I'm here for ya. 
Omc! You used my qoute! I feel so special!
3815039 Thank you! I'm glad I could help!
3807382 Aaaaaaand now you know who that's from.
3815039 So I take it that means I can use it too then? It's really clever!
3815135 It is, which is why I used it. As long as you show that it's Rosie's, I'm sure it's okay.
3815135 Aw! Thanks! Sure ya can use it! I don't mind at all!
I relate so hard to this, I love the emotion and pictures, you are an excellent writer.
I turned on volatile times and read this.
Stay strong my pony friend, and remember you are never alone.
3863924 Omigosh thank you!!!
3864885 Hey you deserve it.
always around if you wanna a talk
3867363 Why, thank you. I'm fine now, I had just been in an argument with my mom then. Those always make me sad. :( Thanks for the offer though! I'm glad you like my story!
this story tells exactly what it like to be in my head, and how i suffer each day.
3868152 For then, and only then, can depressing things be written.
3868229 I understand
I feel like a horrible person for just now favoriting and liking this. Sorry. So I'm doing it now.
3888289 Why? If you haven't been on, or missed the notification, it's better late than never.
3888776 True. Well I did now and this story deserves it. Even tho its sad but I kinda have a thing for dark or sad stories.
Is that bad?
3889477 Not in the least. I do as well, grimdark and clop and grimdark clop
We have a problem
We have a problem together
3889490 Eeyup
My mom recently found my clop and she was pissed. That's why I haven't been on lately. I'vekinda been on internet lock down. She even put a password on her wifi! So yea... Its my fault for underestimating her tho.
I'm actually lucky I got to keep my fim fic account. I like writing stories and reading comments, your particularly, and all that. I don't know wvhat id do if I had to give fimfic up.
3889615 While my Mother, on the other hand, doesn't even know I'm a pegasister and would kill me if she found out I socialized on the computer instead of sleeping, let alone that I have a tumblr, that I read clop and grimdark, or that I used youtube to watch ponies in the first place.
The life of a closet brony. I will give up sleep for this.
Now that sounds like some moments of my life.
There is decent imagery and text-playwork in here, but the subject matter and the way it is conveyed simply don't appeal to me on a personal level. This is a tale of teenage depression that ends in suicide, one that does not choose the usual paths to tell itself, but instead does something different. That is laudable, because the usual paths are extremely corny and aren't easy to take seriously. Unfortunately, here is the biggest problem with the story - it has a song which to wrap itself around. Not only does that mean that the lyrics-deprived parts feel unfitting and requiring a stylistic break from the rest of the story, and not only does that mean that since it's a MLP fic the lyrics sometimes need to be changed, but it also means that in order to really get this piece, you need to get the music. That, by itself, is a big barrier, as I, personally, had to force myself to listen to it (I'm very reluctant to try new things musically). Now, I did (it's okay), but... it's a barrier.
The second biggest issue is something that happens with lots of MLP fiction. This... isn't really a MLP fan fic. It has nothing connecting it to the show vitally. It's set in the universe and uses the lexicon, but you can put it in real life Earth without much of a change (maybe the police should have been more of a factor - but then, don't the ponies have the Guard for lost pony business?). That, by itself, devalues it as a MLP fic. And it's a MLP fanfiction site.
It does not, however, devalue it as a peculiar emotion piece, something that manages to replicate teenage depression in a rather tasteful manner. It is less of a story and more of an emotion in slightly over a thousand words. It uses the song as its skeleton, and grows a structure of peculiar organs over it, those that are rare to see in a MLP fic based off depression and ending in suicide. While I still am not a fan of these, the way this one went around its business is admirable. It was clearly written with thought, and not just angst and a few hours of free time. It works to show its emotion without being overly pretentious, and that is... something. I am still not a fan, personally, but I like what's behind it.
5204982 I appreciate the thought and the way you were thorough with your comment! I understand that this is not part of the MLP universe per say, just sort of an anonymous suicide. I'm glad you took the time to read this!