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Michael Hudson


Original Works. It was a good run.

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I'm happy with my life and what I do. My friendships and relationships are healthy, and I have fun in what I do. At the very least, I'm okay.

Thank you to Foals Errand for pre-reading.

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I'm glad Fluttershy's ok.

But what about you?

Comment posted by Tenth deleted Jan 6th, 2016

6805513 Foals made a fic once that was made in a time of darkness for her, and I could not be happier to have encouraged her to seek the help of others. I made one maybe a week later, but it wasn't the same. It was just because I thought I could channel my depression, but I couldn't.

This came after almost crying in my shower and wanting to punch a hole through my wall. My day was rough mentally. But hey, I do think this helped, and there is a reason why it's far more melancholic than tragic like Foal's was.

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Well, I'm glad this helped you. I've seen my friend have the same emotions recently, might have to suggest he do something like this. But as I said, I'm glad to here this helped you. I'm not sure how PhycoKrusk knew could tell, but I supposed it's because It was pretty late. Or something else, I dunno.

This reminds me of myself. Wanting to say so many things but not wanting to face any repercussions. Always doing what everyone else is. Being dragged along on things I couldn't care about in the first place. Doing and seeing things that I hated. Getting sick and tired of other people's complaints. I try to have a "good" time...but in the end I'm always so close to breaking. And it's always the same words that I spit from my mouth with no further context to.

"I'm fine" "I'm okay" "I'm good"

Each one of these are lies. I have an amazing life, awesome friends, and yet inside I'm dying. No one cares about t except my friends. Only they see my problems.

I want so much to just hug her and listen to her and help her and be with her and do what she wants and to make her feel like everything really WAS okay. . . :fluttershysad:

I want to give Fluttershy a sympathetic hug.

Great story. It captures some real emotion, and at the same time gets the characters right. It's not hard to imagine Rainbow inadvertently being such a bad friend to Fluttershy, and Fluttershy being too nice to call her out about it. If only the story didn't stop before it could come to some resolution.

Poor, poor Fluttershy...Good job. This story is sad and wistful, but very nicely done. Thank you.

7806456 Thank you. In fact, looking back at the comments, I have to chuckle, as at the time I should have said "Can I take that hug?" as this was my true entry into the "FImfic authors coming out with self insert depression" stories. Now if only I could say that I was aaaaaaall better. :rainbowwild:

But yeah, these stories are a blast for me to write, even if they aren't just analogues for me. Partially saying that so you don't think all my sad fics are that sort of thing. No, sometimes I just like to do mean things to ponies...

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