On the outside, Surn seem like a pretty chill person. But what about on the inside? Things are never as they seem.....
Day 15.
This has gotten old quick. Me, my life, everything. I hate my self. I always ruin other’s days.
Who am I? I don’t even know at this rate.
Alone and empty.
If you find this, don’t read it. You’ll just get bored.
I would love to stick around, but I can’t.
Good night my self.
~Surn.
Things have been looking pretty dull for Surn, but how does he handle it? By writing it down of course! Surn's life has flipped after the friendship games, and that means a new Surn as well. Is he ever gonna recover?
I did my best not to merge this story with my life. Being 13 sucks, and loads of things have happened in my 13th year of living......
Today was the same as normal. I was hanging out with Bumble, Fallout, Azan and the girls, and they were talking among themselves. They were having fun, but I wasn’t.
I didn’t wanna go near them. Not after what happened last week.
Oh? Who am I? Just a loser. A person who fails all the time.
Okay..... you want my real name? Fine. The name is Surn, and I’m pretty sure you won't wanna hear my name again.
If you know me, then you know that I ruin everything. Remember when Midnight Sparkle was about to take over the world? Yeah, I do, but let’s go back in time, shall we?
4 years ago.....
It was another day for us at Canterlot high, still about to lose right? But then, out of nowhere, this random person who had lavender skin, changed into something out of this world.
Well, I may sound like I’m crazy, but I’m not lying. This actually happened. So, I tried to help by jumping and dodging the beams, even firing my own! It was cool! I was able to gain a few hits to her, and before you knew it, a huge purple beam was being directed at me, so then I charge up one of my own, and fire it back.
She says a few things, but I don’t care about what she has to say. My huge energy beam was losing it’s strength, and I was being pushed back. You know the rest. The floor get’s destroyed, Sunset’s friends are being pulled in.....
And my only geode gets lost in the other world.
I never saw it since then. Sunset, as usual, saves the day, the Shadowbolts become our friends for awhile, and my pride had been lost.
Everything that I knew, was finally gone.
Days later, the school held a party to celebrate something. I did not know what it was, but when I was told about it, it broke my heart.
“We are celebrating because you no longer have powers, and your useless! Sunset told me not to tell you, but I am anyways! enjoy!”
That’s exactly what Pinkie told me. I couldn’t believe what she told me, but it was true.
Days later, students would taunt me as I would walk down the halls. I was known as a loser. An idiot. Not even Principal Celestia did anything to stop them!
I wanted to leave that school.
Present time.
So.... here I am. Stuck in my home. With nothing. I wish I was living the high life like my brother Azan. He’s living with Sunset. Lucky him.
Anywho, I was just reminding myself on how much magic I have left. Not much if you ask, I only have a little a day to reach to a store. I shoplift the items I need.
I really need to stop with this nonsense.
You see, I once had a girlfriend. Her name was Fluttershy. She ditched me after meeting some other person.
I didn’t cry. I just shrugged and moved on with my life.
Yay me.
Also, I’m not telling you what happened. That’s for me to deal with. Goodbye.
. . . . . . . . . .
Wait..... you're still here?
Well this is great. You want to know more about what happened after the party? Fine.
Well..... Not much really. I just went back to my house to mope around. I was lonely. Or.... so I thought.
Bumble had been hiding under the kitchen sink, but I already knew that. He’s not good at being quiet.
“Come on out, bud. I know you're there.”
He came out of his hiding spot, only to bump his head on the way out. “Ow!”
“Not my fault you hid in there. Now, what do you want? Make it quick.”
He rubbed the back of his head. “Well.... I thought I would check on you after what happened.....”
“Well, I’m fine. You can go now. Your help isn’t needed as of now.”
“Then when do you need help? I mean, you will need help at some time!”
He didn’t obviusly know that when I say I don’t want help, I mean it. So I just let him hang out in my house.
Too bad he bugged me about when I needed help. So I just let him jibber jabber all he wanted.
Moments later, a few of his friends came over. Ya know... Twilight.... Sunset....
I really hate her. She ruined my life. And you’ll never believe what they did.
They all gave me a hug. Are you kidding me?
“We were so worried about you!” Twilight said. “We-”
I cut her off moment’s before she could even say anything. “Don’t bother. You're just lying.”
One of them was ready to bounce right at me, and I really didn’t care...
Fine. It was Rainbow Dash.
“Don’t you give us that attitude!” She said. “We came all the for you and this is how you thank us?!”
Rarity and Applejack were grabbing her hands, restraining them from coming towards me.
“Calm down Rainbow!” Rarity (Aka the snob) said towards Rainbow (Aka the idiot). “It’s fine if he wants to say that, but coming towards him to hurt him is another thing!”
“Save your breath Rarity.” Sunset (Aka the she demon. Don’t ask how I found out about this.) said to Rarity. “He just did that to provoke us.”
I’m getting tired, so I’ll just put this down. You guys don’t care about this. I’m out.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
You’re still here? I told you, I’m going to sleep! Why won’t you just go away!
Go away!
Please? I even bothered to ask kindly!
Wait.... Why am I writing all of this down? I’m just telling myself to leave.
Yeah.... I should.
Later to those who are reading this. I hope you never read this again. Becasue lemme tell you, you're not gonna sit this through.
See, I marked this down as entry 2 because I’m continuing the entry from yesterday. Yaaay.
So, about yesterday. Fallout came over. Yee.
He wasn’t in his usual mode that he always was, though. This one was his crappy face. A.k.a the face that he uses when he is concerned about someone. But I didn’t care.
“Hey Surn,” He said. “How are you?”
“What does it look like? A crappy mood of course.” I replied back as I walked towards my cereal cabinet. “Want some cheerio's without milk? They taste really good.”
Fallout looked at me with a really confused face. “Dude, don’t you have money to buy milk or something?”
“No. You should know that almost the entire world hates me now for stealing Shimmer’s glory. Now, run along and go away from me.”
I guess at this rate, you can say Fallout had reached his limit. “Dude! We are trying to help you here! You just don’t care, huh?! Well fine! think about it, do really think everyone hates you?”
“Yes, I do, Shieldhunter. Now, if you wanna give me that attitude, then I suggest you go.” I said as I used my magic to throw him out the door and locked it.
Remember how I said that my magic was low? Yeah. Cause of that, I collapsed on the ground, cussing my self out.
You're okay Surn. You just need to lie on this very ground right here, and sleep.
Yeah. I guess I seem a little bit like my self today. But that’s because some of you guys want me to be happy.
You can’t buy happiness. Something Azan taught me.
Or was it Mystith? I can’t remember.
I guess should start by explaining how the hell I lost my magic.
Yeah....... It wasn’t because of what happened during the Friendship games.
Did you know Principal Celestia put me in detention during that day?
Yup. 110% legit. I guess you think I’m lying. Here we go again.
I was the most fastest in the whole school! Even faster than Rainbow crash! I was confident that I would certainly qualify for the friendship games!...... Or that’s what I thought.
The day before the games, I decided to pull a few pranks on some of my friends. Ya know.... harmless pranks! Ha ha........
So, I switched the events sheet to a cancelation sheet while I was invincible. But I saw something very interesting...
Luna was being boring as hell by making a bagel, and Celestia well...... She was taking pics of herself while posing.
Of course being a man, I took a video of it, but not before my invisibility ran out. And just with my luck, the one person I hate was walking into the room.
Sunset Shimmer.
And so her acting as if she was cool, she......
Got me caught. Yaaay.
I don’t wanna say any further. Because I don’t have to.
“Yeah you do!”
Gee. Thanks so much Bumble. I was just about to- Hey..... How did you get in here?
“I went through the door Fallout unlocked for us. Lemme take your-“
“No. I’m not gonna give you this. Hey! What the hell are you-“
It's 5:20 am, and I'm not even sleeping at this time.
Normal people are sleeping at this time, before the sun rises, but I don't sleep until then.
Twilight has been telling me I might get tired and get something called.... sleep deprivation? I dunno.
Anywhoo, I don't know why you are still reading this, but I'll tell you one thing.
This new person came to town last week. His name is Little Bandit. Funny, because it reminds me of Tiku's stupid cousin, Bandit.
He made friends, by the way. Trixie loves him for some apparent reason, but who's to blame her? I mean, all the girls love him. Bright red hair, a bright red-velvet vest.... he's the main thing!
*Bzzz*
Oh.... that's my phone ringing. Give me a quick minute. . . . . . . . Oh.... hey Fluttershy. . . . . . Yeah, I'm awake. Why? . . . . . . . Oh... your coming over today? . . . . . . . . Bye.
So get this, my ex girlfriend is coming over for no apparent reason, and I guess should get some rest. Hopefully, things go well today. Cya.
