I have stated in my profile that I will be working on a fan-fiction project that would most likely turn into a series of different stories among other things. I want to tell you all that I am going to be post-poneing it for a few months, at least until I better my writing skills and techniques.
I am a role-player, have been for at least five years or so, which has helped me with building back-story and basic histories of the factions and societies in my fan-fiction ideas but I am horrible at dialogue and overall conversations that are convincing and believable. Most likely the cause is because I love doing mostly fantasy themes mixed with futuristic themes among other themes and ideas that will look good to the role-play or storyline as I go.
Another problem of mine is that I make up the story as I go, changing with the current mood of the story and playing things out as they come up. Yes you'll probably think that this is what writing is about and writing stories is about simply writing it at your own pace and at least have a roughdraft of a storyline to use. But I have problems with organization due to having too many ideas at once and going too fast.
I also tend to jump around in my storyline of role-plays as well as try to say everything at once. I feel as if I am rushing myself and I set my expectations too high for my content. I also over-analyze many things both in fiction either created by someone else or created by myself even with IRL situations but that's a little different and not the point of this blog.
My main point for this blog is for some advice as well as to gather a team of collaborators to help me edit and create ideas for my story and I will help them with their stories as well.
Also I would like for anyone that knows of groups that can help me with my predicament, I know there are groups out there that help those that are in my specific or similar situation with ideas and stories, this will help me greatly.
Thank You for reading and taking the time to read this.