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Buckeye49


I am new to here, devout in my faith as a Evangelistic Christian, Rail fan especially Steam Rail, Civil War Reenactor, history nut, and self-dubbed, "On-the-fence Brony"

Aug
26th
2023

Lost my spark · 3:11am Aug 26th, 2023

I know it has been a while since I said anything. All I can say is life is a rollercoaster right now and has been for a while, I am feeling like it is a struggle to smile let alone feel motivation; I am not sure what I am doing in life or what I want to do.. That said, I feel like I lost my dreams and will for writing. Not sure if I will get inspired to try again or not.. I feel I am wandering through life blind, clueless to what the Hell I am doing..

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Jan
8th
2021

Twilight's the last gleaming · 2:57am Jan 8th, 2021

After giving it some thought regarding the content, age of the story and freshness of my memories; I have come to the conclusion that it would be best if I re-write my self insert story with Twilight, this could be reversed however but it is maybe logical because I had a vision when I wrote this and because time has passed since I wrote it it would help my focus and train of thought if I started fresh so I can effectively continue my story fluidly. It will take a while but it hopefully will

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Jan
6th
2021

Returning steam · 3:13am Jan 6th, 2021

I have been inactive a long time, I hope to try again and get my writing into action again, starting perhaps with my Twilight and me story by working on that and also some editing to previous chapters as well so you will see chapters being temporarily unpublished to edit them then they will be restored. Also if continuing seems hard I may rewrite the story completely but without doing drastic measures when doing so.

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Jan
28th
2020

Hi · 9:59am Jan 28th, 2020

I am sorry I am not doing anything, I have been taking time off and I had life keep me busy. Also I guess I lost my spark and courage to write, the reason may sound old but when you are author, editor and proof-reader you are alone in determining if what you make is good enough and left to the the mercy of readers, and when I got the criticism I did it is a morale dampener. It makes me question if I should keep writing or quit FimFiction once and for all and just enjoy the stories of interest

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Mar
11th
2018

Revising and possibly rewriting. · 12:46am Mar 11th, 2018

As it implies I am possibly going back into writing but I am maybe either touching up sloppy work or gutting and reworking my stories, those on the block are my Twilight & Me ship and maybe my Bold Heart story, my Son of the Sun story may also face further surgery that I have put off before even continuing it.

If I have the motivation and get to it and if any one who is and/or was reading my stories even cares you will see change; and I hope no one has abandoned me.

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Feb
13th
2018

Sorry for inactivity · 8:34am Feb 13th, 2018

Sorry if I seem to be habitual about my writing, business and self doubt affect my motivation and with my stories bearing the dislikes they do it is hard to continue wondering if the next chapter only adds to them rather than likes and positive feedback, I do not want to sound vain but I want to feel at least like I can belong here and not leave behind those that care about my writings (as much as I appreciate them) just because they are the only ones of few people besides users on this site

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Jan
5th
2018

Lack luster return · 5:28am Jan 5th, 2018

It seems my return yielded...Poor results, it seems being away from writing hurt me more than I thought with the recent chapter of Twilight the Last Gleaming it seems my skilled tanked a little enough to reward me with 3 Dislikes and 1 Like after posting.

It is because of this I hope my Grogar story can redeem the lack-luster reception of my revived Twilight ship story.. .....
I hesitate to ask why but if you wish...Unleash your critique here why my new chapter was so poor.

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Dec
23rd
2017

I am returning. · 2:51am Dec 23rd, 2017

I am sorry again for delays in my writing, I apologize for my on and off enthusiasm, I am currently trying to get back into the swing of it, I am starting with Twilight's the Last Gleaming and move to Grogar: Equestria's forgotten foe; Son of the Sun is not being forgotten either when I will get to that is when I feel like the new stories have gotten more life given.

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Aug
13th
2017

Delays in writing · 6:12am Aug 13th, 2017

I know back way in May I gave a proclamation that I would return to writing and yet yielded fruit, it is time I change that; I am after regaining motivation I am focusing my efforts to actually return to my dusty works and bring my stories back to life.

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May
16th
2017

Delays · 5:13am May 16th, 2017

I would like to extend my apologies to the readers of my stories; I have just been dealing with motivational block and life, I hope you are still there and have not given up on my stories...I am trying to return to writing and will continue my stories, they are not dead.

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