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Buckeye49


I am new to here, devout in my faith as a Evangelistic Christian, Rail fan especially Steam Rail, Civil War Reenactor, history nut, and self-dubbed, "On-the-fence Brony"

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  • 37 weeks
    Lost my spark

    I know it has been a while since I said anything. All I can say is life is a rollercoaster right now and has been for a while, I am feeling like it is a struggle to smile let alone feel motivation; I am not sure what I am doing in life or what I want to do.. That said, I feel like I lost my dreams and will for writing. Not sure if I will get inspired to try again or not.. I feel I am wandering

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  • 174 weeks
    Twilight's the last gleaming

    After giving it some thought regarding the content, age of the story and freshness of my memories; I have come to the conclusion that it would be best if I re-write my self insert story with Twilight, this could be reversed however but it is maybe logical because I had a vision when I wrote this and because time has passed since I wrote it it would help my focus and train of thought if I started

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  • 175 weeks
    Returning steam

    I have been inactive a long time, I hope to try again and get my writing into action again, starting perhaps with my Twilight and me story by working on that and also some editing to previous chapters as well so you will see chapters being temporarily unpublished to edit them then they will be restored. Also if continuing seems hard I may rewrite the story completely but without doing drastic

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  • 224 weeks
    Hi

    I am sorry I am not doing anything, I have been taking time off and I had life keep me busy. Also I guess I lost my spark and courage to write, the reason may sound old but when you are author, editor and proof-reader you are alone in determining if what you make is good enough and left to the the mercy of readers, and when I got the criticism I did it is a morale dampener. It makes me question

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  • 322 weeks
    Revising and possibly rewriting.

    As it implies I am possibly going back into writing but I am maybe either touching up sloppy work or gutting and reworking my stories, those on the block are my Twilight & Me ship and maybe my Bold Heart story, my Son of the Sun story may also face further surgery that I have put off before even continuing it.

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Jan
28th
2020

Hi · 9:59am Jan 28th, 2020

I am sorry I am not doing anything, I have been taking time off and I had life keep me busy. Also I guess I lost my spark and courage to write, the reason may sound old but when you are author, editor and proof-reader you are alone in determining if what you make is good enough and left to the the mercy of readers, and when I got the criticism I did it is a morale dampener. It makes me question if I should keep writing or quit FimFiction once and for all and just enjoy the stories of interest from better authors than I.

Will I come back and will I write again? Not sure, I have been debating it and when I asked for help no one did, maybe someone may answer my plea's for a proof-reader and editor to help me polish my stories so I can write and enjoy it and maybe have stories worth reading. And as a hope they do not fall among stories from those like me who tried only to fail or they fail miserably and have so many Dislikes it makes you wonder if they planned to go on hoping to succeed, wrote it because they did not care, did it because it is good in their eyes, or have quit and never bothered to delete them.

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Comments ( 3 )

Hey, don't let what others think get to you. If they don't like it, so what. Just ignore what they say.

there will always be those who don't like what you like but there well also be twice the amount of people that like your stuff .
also if you need an editor I know someone that might help . he takes editing every seriously .

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I would be thrilled if someone could help me edit my stories.

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