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Buckeye49


I am new to here, devout in my faith as a Evangelistic Christian, Rail fan especially Steam Rail, Civil War Reenactor, history nut, and self-dubbed, "On-the-fence Brony"

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  • 37 weeks
    Lost my spark

    I know it has been a while since I said anything. All I can say is life is a rollercoaster right now and has been for a while, I am feeling like it is a struggle to smile let alone feel motivation; I am not sure what I am doing in life or what I want to do.. That said, I feel like I lost my dreams and will for writing. Not sure if I will get inspired to try again or not.. I feel I am wandering

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  • 174 weeks
    Twilight's the last gleaming

    After giving it some thought regarding the content, age of the story and freshness of my memories; I have come to the conclusion that it would be best if I re-write my self insert story with Twilight, this could be reversed however but it is maybe logical because I had a vision when I wrote this and because time has passed since I wrote it it would help my focus and train of thought if I started

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  • 175 weeks
    Returning steam

    I have been inactive a long time, I hope to try again and get my writing into action again, starting perhaps with my Twilight and me story by working on that and also some editing to previous chapters as well so you will see chapters being temporarily unpublished to edit them then they will be restored. Also if continuing seems hard I may rewrite the story completely but without doing drastic

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  • 224 weeks
    Hi

    I am sorry I am not doing anything, I have been taking time off and I had life keep me busy. Also I guess I lost my spark and courage to write, the reason may sound old but when you are author, editor and proof-reader you are alone in determining if what you make is good enough and left to the the mercy of readers, and when I got the criticism I did it is a morale dampener. It makes me question

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  • 322 weeks
    Revising and possibly rewriting.

    As it implies I am possibly going back into writing but I am maybe either touching up sloppy work or gutting and reworking my stories, those on the block are my Twilight & Me ship and maybe my Bold Heart story, my Son of the Sun story may also face further surgery that I have put off before even continuing it.

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Feb
13th
2018

Sorry for inactivity · 8:34am Feb 13th, 2018

Sorry if I seem to be habitual about my writing, business and self doubt affect my motivation and with my stories bearing the dislikes they do it is hard to continue wondering if the next chapter only adds to them rather than likes and positive feedback, I do not want to sound vain but I want to feel at least like I can belong here and not leave behind those that care about my writings (as much as I appreciate them) just because they are the only ones of few people besides users on this site that see something in my stories and not the pathetic scribbles of a talent-less typer.

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