Creating spells and making friends
After Spike had returned from Rarity's (I found out that he was being her little errand boy so she could finish some outfits for a rich couple), things were pretty routine for a few days. I no longer required help with all the basic crap I was having trouble before. I stayed inside for the entire period, flipping through books with my magic. It’s still odd to me that I can actually move things without touching them, but I wasn’t complaining, at least I didn’t have to use my mouth for mundane tasks. Who knows who had put their mouths on the doorknobs. I could have been swapping spit with anyone if I didn’t have the ability to use magic. I didn’t consider it magic really though, if anything it was just a manifestation of will by using the horn on my head as a means of projecting my thoughts into the ‘real’ world. Twilight had stopped asking so many questions and we stayed apart for most of the day. She had things that she needed to do in town and I would be left in the peace of the library. The one thing that she did lately that irritated me though was try to brush my hair. She just started brushing it one day while I had my nose in a book and when I asked what she was doing she said that my hair was a mess. I proceeded to tell her that she was the one messing it up and ruffled it to get it back to the way it was. Other than that I didn’t really interact with her.
It was clear that Spike didn’t like me too much, but I could understand where he was coming from. I wasn’t the most friendly guy in the world and I tended to flip him crap about being a fire breathing mailbox. To me that was all he really was. His main job was to send and receive letters. Sounds like a mailbox to me, so that’s what I called him. He got so mad when I shouted ‘MAILBOX’. Spike told me that he was a dragon multiple times, I told him that dragons were flying scaled beasts that could send an entire town fleeing for their lives, he was, and I quote, ‘a waddling lizard that belched paper’. I thought it was funny, but Twilight wasn’t pleased. I had no problem with how they thought of me. I wouldn’t change who I was just to make someone else like me. If I pretend to be I’m somebody I’m not then that defeats the purpose of finding friends. Friends should like you for who you are and you should like them because of who they are. If you act like another person, you will end up being surrounded by people you have nothing in common with. I took this belief very seriously. So seriously in fact that when I first made it into middle school I had the chance of ‘being popular’ if I acted like a jerk to my friend. I refused to do so and I was alone because of it, but at least I wasn’t anyone's puppet.
Whenever I was reading I would try to multitask by levitating a book as I scanned through hundreds of pages of text. I was building up the amount of magic I could use. It wasn’t long before I could levitate three books at once for an hour straight. I also attempted a few experiments while I was taking breaks. First I tried to make a wormhole and make a portal home. It was successful... sort of. I tested it out by throwing a book at it, and the book just passed through like it was a hologram. I hadn’t made a portal... I made a window. Since it was a failure I made my next experiment teleportation. I used the same method as I did with the wormhole but I placed the opening on my position and placed the end at the point I was staring at. The first couple of times made me dizzy and on the verge of passing out. When I finally got used to it, I was able to teleport all over the place.
With my third experiment came a great risk. I wanted to fix my eyesight. To do that I would have to mess with the shape of my eyes from inside my head. The cause for many vision problems stem from misshapen eyes. Your eyes are supposed to be round, but a lot of the time they come out elongated orbs, ovals. If you can fix the distortion of your eyes, you can essentially fix your vision. I stood in front of a mirror in Twilights bathroom and closed my eyes. I pictured the shape of them from within my skull. Once I believed I had an accurate representation of them, I began to imagine them slowly forming to a perfect round form. I started to feel them taking shape as I continued through the procedure. After I was finished I opened my eyes and tried to view myself in the mirror. I realized I couldn’t see... with my glasses on. ‘Damn, I really was blind’ I thought to myself as I took the gunmetal frames away from my face.
Twilight came up behind me and asked, “what are you doing in here?”.
“Fixing my vision...” I responded before tossing the glasses towards the trash.
Using her own magic, Twilight caught the glasses before they could make it in and said, “I thought you looked nice with them on. Without them you don’t look like you...”
“So I’ve been told”, I said remembering back when I tried using contacts. “How about we do this?”
I took control of them and popped out the lenses before putting them back on.
“Ugh, I feel like the Doctor now... I’m wearing glasses for the sole reason of looking clever!”, I said, making Twilight laugh.
Life was going great until I ran out of the only books that could have possibly held an answer of returning back to where I belonged. I had gone through at least a hundred books that dealt with temporal anomalies, spacetime fluctuations, and cosmic rifts to other dimensions. A great deal were even labeled as ‘fantasy novels’. I had COMPLETELY exhausted my resources and was no closer than when I started. It was surprising how many books Twilight had. I asked her how many she currently had and she said the one number that I should have seen coming... 666. It all started when I watched the newest version of ‘The Omen’. The day after watching it someone in my family thought it would be a fun idea to go to Chuck E. Cheese. My ticket readout for that day... 666. ever since then the number has been appearing at least once a week, every week! It wasn’t that I was obsessed with the number, personally I didn’t look too far into stuff like that, but the number was almost following me. In December alone it showed up five times. I know you have no reason to doubt what I say is the truth but just to show I’m not making this crap up please view these: December 2nd, 2012 my total story views; December 11th, 2012 the amount of views on the first chapter of a story I thought sounded interesting; December 16th, 2012 the number of notes in my inbox on deviantART; December 27th, 2012 my score on the game ‘Jumping Finn’; and finally December 30, 2012 my score on the game ‘Robot Unicorn Attack’.
This is one of the reasons why I chose the title ‘The Demon’. I was haunted by a number that symbolized evil. I also found that I was sometimes demon like in my state of mind and actions. I would stop at nothing to destroy what stood against me. I would take it upon myself to show no mercy towards those who ridiculed me in games. Whenever I got mad, I was a totally different person. I was fierce, unrelenting, and sometimes cruel. Another thing that bothered me was what my mind would sometimes wander to in public. I would catch myself thinking of ways someone could possibly kill another without getting caught. It wasn’t that I wanted to think of such things, it was that I couldn’t stop myself. Finding weak points was a way my brain functioned. It was all very disturbing... especially what horrors would occasionally flash through my mind. Images of death and blood were always flickering through my head when I was bored or unproductive. I saved myself from the madness that I could create by staying busy and on track with my goals. Now that I was officially at a dead end I had to find another way to stay occupied. I was afraid of what I would end up doing with magic and the threat of what I was capable of if left in such a state. As ‘luck’ would have it, Twilight thought that it would be a good thing if I went outside and got to know her friends better. I didn’t have the choice of telling her that I knew her friends well enough as it was... that would just peak her curiosity again.
Once I got into the sunshine I was greeted by Pinkie Pie... out of all the ponies that it could have been, why her?!
“HI!” she chirped happily. “It feels like I haven’t seen you in weeks!”
I sighed and said, “trust me it would be years if I had things my way.”
“Oh don’t be such a party pooper! I have some freshly baked cupcakes back at my place if you want to come!”
I rolled my eyes and sarcastically told her, “Gee, why wouldn’t I want to eat enough sugar to put me in a coma...”
“I have no idea what that means but I’ll take it as a yes!” She piped back.
I didn’t want to go with her, but I didn’t want to stay by myself either. At least she would keep me occupied... perhaps even too occupied. Her energy was overwhelming, but when you live a life on parties and enough sugar to give a fully grown elephant a heart attack, that much should be expected. While we walked Pinkie started asking questions but they weren't like Twilight's. They mostly consisted of ‘how have you been’ and ‘what’s your favorite [insert name of whatever here]’.
I started to enjoy the questions until she asked "Are you really an alien?”.
That stopped me in my tracks and I brought up a question of my own, “Where did you hear that?”
“Oh Rarity has been telling everyone that an alien was staying with Twilight. Most ponies think she's just joking but I wanted to know for sure.”
‘Damn it, now I’ve got to worry about others knowing about me! What the hell did Rarity go and do something like that for?!’ I thought.
“So are you?” Pinkie asked again.
“Yes, but you can’t tell any other pony about this. I want you to promise that you won’t tell a soul!”
“Cross my heart and hope to fly, stick a cupcake in my eye!”
I’ll be damned... she really says it. That was interesting how she mimicked it down to the gestures performed in the show. Before we reached our destination, I was hit by something... hard. After getting up I saw the only one of the mane six that I hadn’t had a chance to meet yet, Rainbow Dash.
“Man I need to work on my aim.” Rainbow Dash said while brushing herself off.
“What the heck were you aiming for?! Pinkie?! Who just tackles someone out of nowhere?!” I shouted.
“I do... got a problem with that?” she answered with a smug grin.
“Yeah, a little bit!”
“Well you should feel honored to even be in my presence. I’m-”
“The one and only, Rainbow Dash!” I said along with her at the end just to be a jerk. I had heard it all before. I knew she liked to gloat so I took advantage of that to screw with her head. It had minor consequences though...
“How did you know what I was going to say?” she asked.
Luckily I was prepared with a quick retort. “Who hasn’t heard of Rainbow Dash, the fastest flyer in Equestria?”
“Ah, so you’re a fan.” She said while running a hoof through her hair and posing heroically.
“Something like that...”
“Hey Dashie! We were just about to go get some fresh cupcakes at Sugarcube Corner! Do you wanna come?” Pinkie chimed in.
“Yeah, sounds good Pinkie Pie!”
Well this was just great. Can’t I go anywhere without bringing a parade of ponies along?! I mean seriously, why does everybody want to hang around a gloomy bastard like me? It will forever remain a mystery.
* * * * * *
After making it to Sugarcube Corner I was greeted warmly by the local residents... Mr. Cake, Mrs. Cake, and the two monsters they called children. The Cake twins were flying around, using magic, and generally making a mess of everything. It’s a good thing I don’t want children or else I’d be in for more destruction than I could handle. The twins seemed to be attracted to me the most. From the moment I walked in they followed me everywhere. That was one thing I never understood. Babies and children tended to like me for no reason. I didn’t do anything to make them like me, most of the time I’d ignore them completely but they never went away. I didn’t like kids very much as you can probably tell.
When Pinkie brought out the cupcakes I took a knife and scraped most of the frosting off. The two seated in front of me gave some weird stares that bordered on disgust.
“What did I do this time?” I asked, lowering the cupcake.
“You took the frosting off...” Pinkie said, looking back and forth between me and the pastry.
“Yeah, I don’t like all the sugar. It’s nauseating.”
“Man you’re boring! Just try it!” Rainbow Dash shouted.
“I’ve got a better idea... why don’t you try it?” I levitated the knife that was caked in frosting and flipped it so the sugary paste splattered over her face. Surprised by my actions, Rainbow just sat there for a second, stunned. Then she fell back in an explosive bout of laughter. I didn’t see the humor of it. I just assaulted her with frosting. Didn’t she care? I was almost positive that any human would have been furious, but not her... she was laughing. after her laughter ground to a halt we continued where we left off. I didn’t say very much. I just let Pinkie and rainbow dash talk amongst each other while staying silent. The cupcake I had was good, but I only ate one. I was never one for overindulging in sweets, since I preferred anything sour. However, the chance of coming across a Warhead here was non-existent so I would have to make due. Once we were all finished, we had a little talk... about me.
“So who are you anyways? I haven’t seen you around but you know pinkie pretty well, so what’s up?” Rainbow dash asked me. Pinkie covered her mouth to keep herself quiet.
“It’s okay Pinkie, she’ll have to find out sooner or later.” I said.
Pinkie immediately uncovered her mouth and nearly shouted, “HE’S AN ALIEN!”
“What?! Really?! But you look so...”
“Normal?” I suggested.
“Nerdy.” Rainbow answered, looking at me like I was the oddest thing she had ever seen.
“I am not a nerd... I’m a geek and I take pride in that fact.”
“Um, what’s the difference?” She asked.
“Everything... geeks are skilled in many areas of intelligence, but maintain a level of style and epicness that makes them cool as well. Nerds are skilled in mainly electronics and take no pride in their appearance. They are excited by trivial things the average geek wouldn’t give a crap about. The nerd is recognized as being nowhere near cool but they believe they are. The geek will try to go for the A+ in every action they perform thus giving them the ability to appear cool. Have you ever seen someone cut a pencil in two with a simple swipe of a playing card?”
“N-no...” Rainbow responded, thinking of where I was going with this.
“Eh, me neither... what? You thought I did something like that? Get real!” I said smiling out of the corner of my mouth. The joke I told made Dash and Pinkie hit the floor and laugh hysterically.
Once she recovered, Rainbow Dash wiped a tear from her eye and said, “Are all aliens this funny?!”
“Just ones that are as good looking as me... so yeah.” I replied getting another chuckle out of them both.
* * * * * *
Once we left and went outside I had the gnawing feeling that we were being followed. I’m not naturally a paranoid person so I knew something must have been off. I stopped in the middle of the street and told Rainbow Dash and Pinkie to yield while shushing them. I began to scan around us looking for anyone who looked nervous or shied away at my glance. I took a moment to calm myself and focus. I looked to my left, my right, and then behind us... there was nothing there besides a few ponies walking to their own destinations. I knew that something was wrong. I could feel it in my bones. That’s when I noticed a small shadow circling us. I looked up and saw what looked like a griffin. After finding it hovering above us it came rocketing down.
“Get back!” I yelled before jumping out of the way myself.
We had barely avoided being crushed by the large creature. When the dust cleared I noticed that the Griffin was exactly who I predicted it would be... Gilda.
Dun DUn DUn
1976550 I think you mean to say...
To the fan goes the shit, it would seem XD
and this chapter got me thinking: Pinkie + sour = ??? Only answer I could find that is illogical yet logical at the same time (seeing as how it's Pinkie) is Cupcakes (the "GRIMDARK AS FUCK" story, as it's called)
I saw the welcome home video in the screenshot....if there's a fight between you and Gilda, THAT should be some fight music to go along with it. That song is AMAZING.
1977214 oh there wont be a fight... two people have to exchange blows to make it official, she won't get the chance to do so.
1977261 "aaaaaaaaaaannnnndddddd in this corner, we have- oh wait, the fight's over......" *walks away awkwardly*
1977307 It will probably last longer than that, but yeah... I think I'll win hands down. After all, I'm going against an opponent who is blind....... with rage that is!
*hands Pinkie a baseball bat through the 4th wall*
Well for someone that, prefer to be alone, you are starting to getting around with the main six, I think Rarity will get some payback, after all she kind of expose you and make a fool at of you, and as you said, you don't took very kindly to does to do that, just try to not be too cruel, she probably didn't know it was a delicate subject.
As for your comment, a will said you actually make a progress, you know know how to make a window to Earth, fix your magic, and if not for the risk of loses you ability with magic, could probably change back to human form. I think that is a good progress and know you have a bese to start to work in a way to make the wormhole stable and make and accessible and secure door, you possible had advance and probably create new magic, that is a big accomplish, congratulations.
And you still have not run out of options, you still have the royal library in Canterlot, if you managed to get access to it, you may resolve the rest of the puzzle (I suggest with the wing of Starwild the Bearded) his spells and thesis about time travel, may get you a clue about how to make a more stable portal, after all what you need is information about time and space to do the trick, right?
How Gilda is soo going to get it, I know you are not a fighter, but will all that training with magic, well i bet you will be fine.
P.S: By the way, you have or will continue with your magic lessons? And honestly, how is Twilight as a teacher (By standards of if she is calm, aggressive, strict, etc)? In resume, what can of teacher is she?
1978254 I think twilight is a rather nice teacher. She hasn't acted strictly yet and doesn't push or force things. She just explains how to do stuff in a calm manner. Now about that portal... it's not at all right. It has no physical energy or form to it so it will never work. think of it like a 3D movie, it appears to be there but when you go to touch it you fail every time. I can't make something from nothing, it would be like trying to make a rock out of steam... it's just not gonna happen. Star Swirl the Bearded might help, but I doubt it. He dealt with just time, not space-time. Even though it has 'time' in the name, space-time is a whole different monster. It deals with the fabric of reality and dimension. To make a portal that could teleport me home I would need a hole to appear in empty space that tears through the universe itself. A time portal would only make a ripple and either blast me back or forward in time along the same plane of existence.
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True, but is a portal in the end, if you managed to separated the components that make the time portal you might get a base to witch you can start, you are right the window will only work as much as a target or to establish to where you aimed…hey maybe some of the magic use to trap Luna in her moon can give you another possibility, it imply a travel of…oh I don't know, 30 000 km from Equestria to the moon in an instant, if you can amplify said spell and again managed to separate his components, you may possible get across a base for the bridge you need for, and the base of the portal may help you stabilized said bridged.
Ask Luna if she really can actually place, move and created stars, she will probably will know a way to amplified the bridged, and with any luck can even managed to control a black hole witch could help in your quest.
Only a suggestion of course, sorry if you already knew dis and I just steal your time
1978580 A black hole or instant travel isn't good enough. Think of what it would take to essentially 'break' reality... that's what I need. And seeing how when the portal that got me here sucked me in instead of shooting someone else out, that probably means the pressure difference is lower here, which tells me that getting back will be even harder to do.
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You are right, the black hole was essentially base of the theory of them actually being wormholes or gates to other dimensions, oh well at least your options are not all gone yet, and if everything fails…well their is always option Z, but is the most risqué of all, and is better left when everything else fails.
Their is only one being that we both know, can bent the laws of reality and physic itself, by only a move of his fingers…option Y will imply trying to study and dominated some chaos based magic, and Z will imply going to the master on the subject for help
1978676 Option Z = BLOW UP EVERYTHING!
1978698
Ow, option Z, will be much worse than just a simple explosion
1978705 KILL EVERYTHING!
1978709
How did you kill a rock? Well you are kind of getting in there, but is a little more big, think a little more…physiologic
1978730 I don't want to....
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Now you get it, that is why is call option Z, the consequences if he success…are horrible…and monstrous if it fails
1978756 B-but it's GLORIOUS!
1979752 "Have you ever seen someone cut a pencil in half with a playing card" "no" "me neither" Basically I was making Rainbow Dash think I was some amazingly talented guy who could do things that seemed impossible, just to say I wasn't right when her expectations were the highest.
"Are all aliens this funny?" "just the ones that are as good looking as me... so yeah" I was saying that everyone else looks better than me. It's a little joke at my own expense.
If You can fix Youe Eyes But Then You Can ..................... BE POWAHFUL But That Will Strain Everything and ruin it But can ya turn a tree stump into a pumpkin? now that will be less of a challenge than making things out of thin air
1981766 To turn a tree stump into a pumpkin I would need to change and rearrange the atoms in the tree stump. That would be very difficult, considering I don't know what atoms would have to change into what.
Something tells me that the string theory can guide you in your quest to explores the area or reality, maybe you could find a way to create a 4 dimension
1986371 the fourth dimension is difficult to comprehend. I still have a great deal of trouble understanding what it would be like myself. it exists in four planes, all the ones we experience now and another one that we have never seen. Here's what I mean:
1987660
Interesting, for I can understand and your explanation of how is Equestria, I presume Equestria is a 3D world, correct?
And we know Earth is also a 3D world, according to the explanation, both worlds can be one in front or backward from the other (with possible other dimensions in between) and there is another dimension, that connect all (I suppose) from them the string theory can be of help, if you find a way to open a gate, across the surface of the 4D, in theory you could move through different dimensions until you find Earth, that window that you created, immediately show Earth so I presume either Earth is the dimension next to Equestria or you can direct your destination…unless it was a image of what you wish to see.
And if the string theory is correct, you will be able to move more freely, you can teleport, meaning you can di materializer, move through the speed of light and re materializer in the place you were concentrated…of course is must probably you will need a BIG charge of magic to make the jump, and another to open the gate
1987804 actually I spoke of the dimension being somewhere between the second and third dimension. I can move in all directions but the world looks flat. Thats why I often say I dont know if our world is even in the same plane of existence, the dimensions are a little wonky in Equestria.
1988006
interesting, no the lest the plan may work, worse case scenario you end up in a different tvshow dimension…be grateful you didn't end the Simpson dimension, and best case scenario you got to Earth more faster now that you only have to work in 2D dimensions, or you are actually in…lets just call it 2.5D that is a dimension between the two.
1988032 see now your getting it... the amount I dont know is what is ruining my plans. for all i know it could be the 2.7th dimension or 2.215, I have no clue. If I were to attempt something I didn't understand I could wind up as an imploded mess of organs on the floor or be caught in an empty void.
1988187
Yeah, that is a big problem…and if Twilight never heard of wormholes, is very unlikely she know about 4D, hell I bet 3D can become quite a shocker for her, and chances that Celestia knows about it are really low…hey maybe you can help her help you, she already is teaching you magic, so why not offer her some class about tras dimension and the 2do, 3rd, and 4to dimension? She is smart, so she probably will learn quickly, maybe you even can teach Celestia, about the dimensions, and between you 3, a solution can arrive.
Beside, think about it, you will be teaching a millennium goddess, not for fame, or glory but for a personal accomplish.
P.S: I don't know if you already ask, but approximately how old a healthy pony can lived?
1988251 Well I've been trying too keep things quiet about me for the various consequences that could arise. If i were to let them know more about interdimensional travel they could wind up hurting themselves or going mad by the things they witness. War in their world is underdeveloped and rare... how would they react to us? What we do to each other and everything else? That's what scares me the most.
(Princess Celestia has lived for thousands of years but as for the average pony I'm guessing around the same amount as human.)
1988409
Teach Celestia, she has lived a thousands years, she has face chaos incarnated, she has endure 1000 years of loneliness, and know how to run a world without a mayor incident, if their is someone how can managed to digest the concept of humans, and dimensions is her, I agree is better be as quiet as possible, but everybody need a confident and she can be yours, besides, for more cruel that sound you can't kill a god, she can endure whatever problem that the gate can bring, she is the perfect partner, besides she is very patience and caring, she must probably will understand your situation.
Luna possible too, but I fear that she can become a little to emotional, and she can become a little…unstable
1988460 yes but if Celestia deems humans to be evil to their core how will she treat me afterwards? She may believe I am no different from chrysalis and just acting nice to deceive them. We could all be doomed by a misunderstanding... after all she banished her own sister to the moon for a thousand years just because Luna wanted her nights to be admired more. When Luna didn't get her way she got angry and then was banished for trying to force everyone to love her nights by making them last forever. Luna never killed... and she was banished for a millenia. What do you suppose Celestia would do to mankind?
1988666
You can avoid, the dark history of humanity, say that we humans are…chaotic by nature but we controlled and deal with it. Tell her, that you just want to go home and will only harm a pony if they harm you, also that you have any interesting in conquer Equestria and don't have any friends to tell about Equestria, if any if you tell something they will just will send you to the asylum.
In other words, only tell her what is needed, and appeal to her motherly side, yes she did all that, but she is not a monster she will at least appeal to your situation, said that you are scare, that you want to return home, and be honest about it, Celestia will never turn that down, and when the gate open, you will ask her to please don't look at our world, an close the gate as soon as you are inside, and to be sure, when the door is open very quickly said to her that if the door open again it may release Discord, that should keep her for trying…at lest a couple of centuries.
1988800 If there is one thing I would refuse to do, it would be lying to the Princess by saying 'we have learned to control our dark nature'. We haven't, not even close. As a whole we are the epitome of destruction and death. To this day we are still trying to find better ways to kill each other and if she were to ask about us I would not lie, skew the truth, or ignore the question. I have a sense of honor to those who deserve it, royalty tops the list of those deserving. I could try but to me the risk involved would be too great. I don't take risks unless they are absolutely necessary. The importance of me versus the human race and all those in Equestria is vastly different. I think I can let it go if it means the peace of their world will remain undisturbed and Celestia will rest peacefully without the thought of violent otherworldly beings coming to her land. To bother her about my problems wouldn't be right in my eyes.
1988894
You are a very noble man, I don't completely agree with we are the embodiment of destructions, but we can agree in something mankind is and always be destine to walk the fine line between madness and peace, and sometimes we just fell into madness. You wouldn't lie, because is true, we control our dark senses, look at you scared of hurting a Twilight a pony you barley REALLY know for 2 days, when you discover the magnitude of your powers, look a the person how created (or has a vision of) the world you are standing, look at historical people like Abe Lilcon or even Gandi.
Yes we all have the dark wishes and the imagination of whole to kill, but if we didn't had under control, then everybody will just kill and kill like is a daily routine, and yes in Mexico, Africa and other places happen, but their is also good people, honest people that want to help, what I'm saying is you can't talk about the bad of humanity and ignored the good) YOU are representing humanity know, and even if your first days were ruff at most, you did and still do a damm good job, you are worried, you defend your friends, you are honest, and what are you getting in return for that, other than friends? Nothing, Celestia will never put you as some spy because you revel your story, and your good depths will not be unnoticed, you can be certain of that.
Destructive, chaotic and violent, we are…but evil to the core? Its the equivalent of saying that Gilda, Trixie and Flim and Flam are evil at the core too.
But well, even with all that we are just very unpredictably, Celestia, trust in us, or destroying us? I don't know what could happen, that is way is call a leap of fait
1989019 It is true that a few humans are pure of heart but the many that aren't outweigh the few of us that are. I have even seen those who are cruel persuade those who are noble to do dark and unforgivable things. I like to believe that evil and good are in balance but as of right now hatred is reining over the light. And the whole leap of faith thing you are suggesting? Not too appealing to me. So far faith has let me down countless times and I'm tired of reaching for the long shot. For a while now I have been calculating to an almost inhuman degree to make sure I always land on my feet... I'm done rolling the dice and praying for the right outcome only to have it backfire.
Ah yes one of my friends has seem to have had the same problem where he saw 666 and then couldn't stop seeing it in everyday things. It's quite weird.
1990241 ive been seeing it at least once a week for about 6 1/2 years now... I see it so often that it doesn't bother me anymore. Its just a normal thing now.
Everybody has a number that they see everyday. After I watched "Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure", the number 69 has been following me around. Number of coins on Mario Bros, battery percentage on my phone, number of chips in the pot in a poker game; hell, even my uncle even said his favorite number was 69. Weird, huh?
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Yeah... I had fun playing with that Dun dun duuunnn... Basically I was using my arrow key to make dash flap in place and I amused the inner child and musician at the same time.
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I don't have stuff like that.
And..lol your uncle's favorite number...
3630812 I have that feeling, for some reason the number 27 always follows me. The number of my main Roblox character which made my addicted to the computers :/