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DivineRoyalty


Hello! My name is DivineRoyalty, and I am an aspiring author, musician, and artist! I hope you enjoy!

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It looks like sleep is not in the cards as you sit and wait through the night for the umpteenth time. You think it is just going to be another average time for you... all until a certain Princess of the Sun shows up.

The cover artist is kodabomb

EDIT: Featured on the same day! Thank you all so very much!

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Comment posted by DivineRoyalty deleted Mar 10th, 2020

Ouch, this hits really hard and honestly a little bit too close to home.
Well done.

Your stories touch me in ways I could never point to on a doll.
I don't know how long you've been feeling this way or how it started for you, but I've been stuck in this pit for about eleven years now. While I can't say that your fears, your sadness, will eventually go away, I can say that it's possible to get used to it. Eventually the downward spiral of self-loathing will bottom out, then your emotions will start to numb and hollow out over a span of so many years. Generally, you'll know it's started when you realize that you've forgotten how to cry. You'll still feel, it's just that you'll just be feeling a little less, day by day. Though this... process... may seem disturbing, it does make life easier to live.

Welcome to insanity. There may not be an exit, but at least we have eachother, for whatever that's worth.:twilightsmile:
Have a follow, you've earned it.

This is on point with how I feel about princess luna. I wish they were both real.

*leaves offering of sun chips, sunflower seeds, and other varieties of vaguely sun-related foodstuffs to try and entice the sun princess to come back*

This is not news to you. It never really is--you’ve preferred the darkness for quite some time yet. You don’t quite know what it is, but there’s something comforting about it, almost as if your childhood fears of the darkness had entirely reversed themselves to the point where you were almost afraid of the light.

That, in and of itself, is not far from the truth. No, you are not so much afraid of the light itself, but more so what happens within it. In the light is where the eyes of the world are upon you. In the light is where the expectations of others, be they wanted or not, are heaped upon your shoulders. In the light is where others can see you plain as day, and where they can make judgments about you. In the light is where all your actions are laid out plain as the day itself, and where they can be scrutinized and picked apart by everyone who takes enough of an interest to do so.

You really hit the nail on the head. I found the darkness to be a comfort and the light scary.

Well I'll say it. Some of you guys need some serious help.

Owie. That one was a zinger. You hit the nail on the head... but did you have to use Amy Rose's hammer?!
Seriously though. This was VERY good. Thank you for writing this.
Depression is a real son of a <ahem> Grogar, but if you should ever find yourself seriously in the Pits...
There are plenty of us already there. Pull up a chair. Talk to us if you need to, friend.
We, your readers, care about you!

Remember: If you can’t love yourself, how could your waifu ever love you?

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I'm glad that you enjoyed it! Thank you for reading!

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That's a very interesting way to put it, but I am glad that my stories reach you!

As for the pit you and I are stuck in, there is always a way out. I may not know the answers to how to get there, but I know there is a way. It may take years, or even decades, but I know that there will come a day when I will be able to stand tall and breathe freely, unburdened from the weight of what I have carried upon my shoulders for so long. And I know that there is a way for you, too.

Your comment on us having each other is entirely true, and it is perhaps one of the greatest treasures we have in this life. I am thankful, in a way, that I am going through what I am--for it allows me to connect to people in ways I never would have been able to had I not been burdened with what I am.

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You and me both...

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...YOU GENIUS!!

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Thank you! I think it's a strange dichotomy between childhood and adulthood that many of us prefer dark to light later on in life. There's also something to be said about sitting in the dark as opposed to the light being easier on the electric bill...

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Eeyup.

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...never

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Thank you very much for that--truly. Friends are some of the greatest treasures we can ever have in this life. Thank you for reading, and I'm glad you enjoyed!

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Bingo. Right there. That is EXACTLY one of the things I, and I am sure many other people deal with. One of the hardest things that I struggle with is the knowledge that I must first learn to be happy with myself, by myself before I consider bringing someone else into the equation. It is not easy--goodness, it hurts like all get-out to know that I would probably, in my current state, be more of a burden than a joy to any lover I could have--but it is necessary to realize the truth of the essence of what you said.

Marmo #12 · Mar 12th, 2020 · · 9 ·

good writing but if that is true, then its a bit concerning.

I mean i would love to meet Celestia too but lets be real. She's a fictional character. just like Sonic, Spiderman... name it.

Therapy is also possible online and free (youtube) but you got to initiate it and kinda be your own therapist.

Cheers

Comment posted by Enonnnymous deleted May 25th, 2020

Damn bro I just wanted to read some happy love stories between goddess horse and man, not fucking cry

esto me recordo a un "meme" que vi de la saga de Harry Potter, no soy fan pero decia alfinal del libro "Harry desperto bajo las escaleras", no se que mucho pero me imagino uqe par los fans seria desgarrador, no se, no se nada de al trama... esto fue casi lo mismo

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There aren't really many things out there that make me really question whether or not I'm truly a happy person, whether or not I'm fine with how my life is, but this...

Kinda hurt.
I don't know, it's weird - like, I'm not really one for chilling in the dark all the time, I don't like being alone, and I don't really wish all my waifus were all real, because dude, I have too many, and my tiny ass apartment couldn't handle that.
Jokes aside, while I didn't exactly cry reading this, it made me want to. It made me feel something other then "HAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
It's really weird when I read a story like this on FimFiction, and it's quality is so high it kickstarts a slight mental breakdown.

Good Story Divine, Keep it up.
9/10

I needed this. Great piece to have stumbled upon. I'll be keeping it in my favorites whenever I have doubts about myself.

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