• Published 17th Feb 2015
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Ebony and Ivory: Mother's love. - SGZone



Chrysalis receives terrible news and finds a very unconventional and scandalous solution.

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Chapter 2

Chrysalis’s optimism did not last long however as plan after plan failed. First and foremost was trying to transplant one of her sisters’ healthy eggs into Chrysalis. Sadly due to the magical nature of how changelings are conceived such an attempt was impossible. So the next attempt was to magically activate her eggs and to be fertilized with anyone the only downside is that she would need to be careful with who she slept with. As Chrysalis put it “Fine no more orgies.” Sadly, all attempts failed as none of their best mages could summon a spell strong enough to activate them. As the weeks past with no results, Chrysalis spiraled deeper into depression.

Journal Entry: Day One.
So Arthemis suggested I start writing in a journal to help me through the day. She said it helped her through when Sandstorm died. She said, to be honest, and honestly, I feel awful. Since finding out we can’t transplant new eggs I just can’t seem to bring myself to get up in the morning. I was hoping this would be easier but life is never easy or fair. I haven’t been paying much attention to how much love I’ve been consuming. I don’t know if I’m gaining weight or losing it. I must look hideous. On the bright side, they found the problem I just hope they can fix me. Goodnight

Journal Entry: Day Two:
So the first attempt failed I guess I was getting my hopes up that the first attempt would work. They told me that if this method worked that my eggs would be permanently active. It was kind of funny watching the doctor try to tell me I wouldn’t be able to have sex as often. Honestly, I thought he was going to pass out. I may be a queen but I’m still a changeling. I actually have a good feeling about this. Goodnight

Day five: Another failed attempt but I swear we’re getting close I could feel a tingling in my stomach. We’re getting close I know we are, we can do this. Goodnight

Oh and appears news has spread. It was inevitable I only dread to how the council reacts.

Day six: Well the council acted about as expected most of them are trying to get a fast track to power and offering their “services.” Gross power hungry bastards I’m not that desperate. ‘Night

Day eight: Another failed attempt. What does it matter? At this point, no one wants to have a hatchling with me. Who would want to be with a broken changeling. ‘Night

Day 10 11: Failed. Don’t know why we keep trying. I looked at myself in the mirror recently. I look hideous. No ones going to want a hatchling with an ugly broken changeling. Maybe out of pity. Certainly, isn’t stopping the stupid council they’ve still been hounding me for results every meeting and still offering help. Maybe it’s my best bet.

Day 14 15 1 who cares. I saw Arthemis playing with her hatchling today. She’s just shoving it in my face now. She’s probably just jealous of me for being queen. “Oh look at me with my perfect hatchlings, look at how cute they are. Too bad you’ll never have them huh Chryssie?” Shut up you stupid bitch. Shoving your happiness in my face I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you! I hope you di I’m sorry I didn’t mean that. I love you. I wish I was you. Please don’t hate me.

Day who cares.

Another meeting another failed attempt. Not that I’m surprised I don’t know why I keep trying. I canceled tomorrow's meeting. I’m done. I just can’t take another stupid test. That stupid doctor with the same fucking piece of paper. Saying the same nonsense. “I’m sorry my Queen but the test was freaking negative.” Big shock!

I’m going to pay a visit to some of the orphanages tomorrow. Maybe one of them won’t mind having me as a mother. Probably not...

Author's Note:

Yay, depressing chapter, poor Chryssie. I hope I got her spiral into deeper depression right. Please enjoy and offer any comments/criticisms.