I'm an Idiot · 3:50am Sep 25th, 2014
Something happened and... yeah.... I did something really fucking stupid. I'd rather not talk about it because... I'm just a fucking idiot. Suffice to say I'm not going to be gaming for a while because of the soul-crushing shame I feel, and need something to fill the gap. Basically I'm telling you I'll be writing more than usual for about... until Christmas when I can start setting things right.
Just... ugh. Ugh. I hate myself so much right now.
Anyway, onto different topics. I know this is the second blog today, but I felt the need to talk a bit. About what? I really don't know. I just want to ramble a little and take my mind off things.
My currently incomplete stories, let's talk about those!
I'll get to them when I get to them. Hidden Hearts and Under Our Wing and Four is Greater and every project I've ever started and then walked away from will be worked on whenever I feel like it. I won't force myself to write something I simply don't want to write, and right now I don't want to write any of my older projects. I have plans and intentions for them, but not until later when I can start clearing some of these stories off my plate. One by one. I feel the need to renew the promise I made more than a year ago.
Every fic I have ever published will, eventually, be finished. It may take days, months, or years, and I may be writing when most of the audience for the story has gone, but everything I publish will be finished. There are a few exceptions to this, and a few stories I will delete for serious reasons that I've thought about for a long time, but chances are if I've uploaded it I'll finish it one day. Just sit tight.
I need to go write because rambling isn't helping.
Until next time,
Kodeake out
Well, apparently things went downhill fast since your last blog 6 hours ago. But you're gonna be okay. Just don't worry. And don't jump out of the window... unless you're living on the first story of a building, in which case you'll probably be okay. But I mean, trying to avoid problems is like trying to sell a car. Or is it like baking a cake?... Nonono, it's like trying to read a Dr.Seuss book backward to a room of middle-aged bald men. Anyway, you think you should do this, but in the end you should have done something else, so you just end up with a broom up the
... Like there, I should have written something usefull, but I didn't... What I'm trying to say is, you maybe shouldn't feel bad, because stuff's gonna get better. Unless you sent someone to jail, in which case you should possibly consider feeling mildly bad. Did you send someone to jail?! Cuz I'd be really surprised. You're not an evil person. Or maybe you are. I dunno, to me, you're about as evil as Derpy singing Nyan-Nyan. Or maybe you're more like a big ball of fluff... Hmm, fluff...
Oh, and there were also stories in there, somewhere. They're cool too, I guess.
What is troubling you dear Kodeake?
Now I'm really curious. Well whatever it is hope it gets sorted out. Best of luck