This one was two parts, and not as disturbing as before. First one made some sense. I was asked by my sister, IRL, to go home and get a forgotten folder for her class which had homework in it. I went home, but forgot it and didn't realize it until I was almost there. Then I went all the way back home, got it, and handed it to her after her class was over. In the dream, she was super angry with me, calling me "Fat, with breasts, oldening, acting like Justin Bieber". It was amusing, seeing how

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Another dream. Not as intense as the last one, more like looking above myself and seeing things happen than feeling them as they are going on.l I've felt terror about things going down hill, but not panic of being alone,

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Just woke up 5 minutes ago from a really bad dream. I don't have these kinds of powerful ones often. I was with my sisters boyfriend in my car, backing up from a McDonald's parking lot to get on the road. We didn't stay or get anything, it was just a driving mistake I had to correct or something. For some reason I thought there was a cop car behind me, and there must have been something wrong with the brakes because I fender bended it after three times trying to stop. We both got out to talk to

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He just paid the money back. Good news for me, shit news for anyone waiting for Caramels light to be finished. That's what you get when you wait on a pony story, general disappointment.

I commissioned Squeak on Sep 2 to finish a story, Caralight. I remember when he used to post updates on MLPG, and I looked forward to them. But he stopped writing his stories, to follow up on w/e. The one story was all I was interested in, so on the 2nd I asked him to write it for money. We agreed on $100, and asked to send it to his friends account. I gave him $130 as an act of good faith, and he said he could do an epilogue in response.

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This is my first anything since the Luna story. Right now, I am feeling terrible, and I have no where or anyone else to talk to, so I decided to use this as a diary of sorts for w/e. Keeping a private one is just... useless to me. No one sees it and I don't feel any better, I tried it once last year. So, yeah, lots on my mind. No one is probably going to read these things anyway.