I had three stories on the 30-minute pony site which were never published here. They are now.

In 2015, many of the projects I had been halfheartedly working on since I got into ponies in 2011 and should have finished by then died when my computer did.

A couple years ago, I found an old flash drive which had copies of some of the stories on it.

What does that mean? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN!?

I'LL TELL YOU WHAT THAT MEANS!

NOTHING!!

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Looks like the Big Brain BBQ is being postponed until they see how well Lorlatinib deals with the unwelcome guests in my skull.

I've been taking it a little over a week and I think I've noticed an improvement. I know I feel physically better than I did on my old drug, and my mind's been feeling a little clearer, too.

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So after almost five years of living with cancer, I got told on Sep. 29th that there was a spot on one of my MRIs which was 'probably nothing'. Then they told me I had three tumors on my brain and said zapping them individually would be easy.

Then they woke me up with a phone call on Oct. 3 (my 40th birthday) and told me there were fourteen 'nothings' and I'd have to go 30 miles to Nashville where there was a better tumor-zapping machine.

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So, at the time of my last blog I not only had cancer, but I was also suffering from pneumonia. This was the week after my first hospital visit, where they basically did a bunch of tests and gave me risky heart surgery because there was a sac full of fluid crushing it.

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Anything new with you?

Me, i'm dying.

Long story short I went to the doctor for what I thought was sciatica and turned out to be stage 4 lung cancer that had metastasized throughout my whole body and reached my back. I never smoked. I never hung out around smokers. It's just one of those things.

I've got 3-6 months left, apparently, though I plan to fight for more.

Does anyone remember me? Will anyone remember me?

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I switched from my old gas station job to one inside the store doing night stocking.

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Some of these have two answers. The ones in italics apply to certain fanfics I might never publish/finish at the rate I'm going.

The Princesses:

1. How old are Celestia and Luna?

Thousands of years, with Luna still being the equivalent of a teenager.

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...And I couldn't make myself write anything for the last prompt.

I guess it's a little like being at a funeral and someone asking you to say something about the deceased when all you are is tired and feeling hopeless and wishing there was something you could do/could have done. I think of all the prompts I missed because of work or taking too long or not coming up with ideas until it was too late or whatever, and now it's too late for good.

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I am, regrettably, in Tennessee.

The package I ordered started in North Carolina, moved to Georgia, leapfrogged over my entire state to Kentucky, and then apparently decided it wanted to run away and hang out in Pennsyl-friggin'-vania.

That settles it. NOBODY wants to be here.