Oh, NEVERMIND IT DOESNT MATTER MY STYLE AND QUALITY MEANS NOTHING, YOU HEAR ME! NOOOTHHING!!

Why are two popular people watching me, No go away, I don't deserve watches or applauds, likes, story favorites, I deserve nothing, Ive been wasting my time writing this fanfiction that is just pure muck.... What encouragement could someone even envelop within me... I guess that pony was right about me looking like the cover photo

I'm usually not good at these things, maybe I shouldn't really even try to make fan-fictions, maybe it's simply just not for me, Ive been told of random capitalization and what not, as well as run on sentences, I'm a high school student and well.... When it came to those things, I needed help at the 11th hour in school but were pulled out before learning anything, But someone told me what I did wrong in form of constructive Criticism, I shouldn't have deleted the fanfiction so I could read the rest of what I needed to do right, cause It was absolutely pulverized and laid out in front of me, The commenter was right, I needed it but I didn't even stick around to read it, I probably wont ever hear of the commenter again... as well The random capitalization, see I just did it... anyway it's because of how I've had anxiety issues to go for needing to make sure sentences are capitalized.... My anxiety gets the better of me... and run-on sentences...well that is what I wasn't taught at the 11th hour...That means something is wrong with my literary development, Something wrong with me... Now I have no one to help me, I should probably just give up on being a writer now that I have no help and how ghastly the reactions were for how many down-votes it had... If it was so horrendous why was it approved, I was really happy to see it over the morning that it was approved then boom... Down-votes everywhere.... Maybe it's just bad, it's either my earlier explanation or something is wrong with the story... I still think It's my fault though as well as the comment "The writer must be looking like the cover pic for how many downvotes this has"... Yah maybe im just not cut out for this... that or I need help or I could do what I've always done for the hard things in my life, Quit. Seeing how I have nothing to drive me and well... I have no real pony friends to help me...*sigh* Revenge... Thy name is nova