• Don't trust people 100%. People change, or maybe they weren't who you thought they were all along.
• If someone hurts you, don't just lie there and take it. Don't be a doormat. Speak your mind and fight back.
• Love should be unconditional. If you feel forced to give things to someone in return for their love, ask yourself why.

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Oh never mind, time for another blizzard!

Luckily the winds aren't as dangerous as they were the first two times around, so I'm safe. I get a few days off of school though!

(yes, this blog is a day late. Sue me.)

Update on the whole storm business, things seem to have died down. People can actually drive around on the streets now and I think most people have working electricity. My friend still can't live at home as it was destroyed, but she's an exception to most people.

Unrelated to the whole storm business, I'm an emotional mess! You all probably know by now that I have a bunch of mental health issues though, so that's nothing new.

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Yesterday there was a really bad storm.

I'm talking bad as in winds so strong they knock you over. Huge trees over. Take down the cell networks. Tear power lines to shreds. I'm writing this with my phone plugged into my laptop. I have about two minutes of battery if I unplug my phone and thirty on my laptop. At least the cell networks are back up.

Oh, and people have died. That's kinda a biggie.

I'm fucking terrified of storms.

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Never thought I'd be one to post sappy things, but dammit, I love you, Flabbergasted.

Because

You

Are

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Happy New Year!

2017 was full of ups and downs for me. I lost a lot of friends, my mental health totally went down the drain, and my interest in life became nonexistant. But I also got close to a lot of great people, experimented with new hobbies, and been totally immersed in music.

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I got a bunch of cool stuff, plus strep throat, which wasn't so cool.

It's also Chibi's birthday today, if you want to wish her happy birthday or whatnot.

Not much to say. How are y'all doing?

yknow how I used to be depressed and stuff?

ha, that never changed.

tired of faking it. Ugh.

I sat up in my room, stomach grumbling, debating whether or not I should go downstairs or not. See, mum was in the kitchen, and I didn't really want to listen to her.

Eventually, though, hunger won, and I went downstairs with my headphones in to drown out whatever she might say.

I opened the pantry, and saw these:

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