Wisdome is a benefit which is paid in pain.

Not always of course, but the wiser the person, the more scares they may carry. Phscycological or physical

I show up 20 min early for a test, assumingly at the right place after a 50 min bus ride.

An hour later, I haven't seen a single student stop by. So I left and will now just study for an hour or so before heading home again.

Tomorrow, in nine hours, I have a meeting with the school therapist. This is when I'll start coming out more honestly about who I am. I won't lie about myself this time.

Tomorrow is when it begins

I had a nice conversation with my mother. I see this thing that you use to cut hair. I say I doubt it and try the blade gently on my thumb. Nothing.

Then, low force cut on my arm and still nothing. Then I use a bit more force and cut myself enough to possibly get a scar. I swear I didn't mean to do it xD

Well, soon I might book a meeting the school therapist (I believe it's called) and inform them that I am transgender... I can chose to keep this away from my parents, which I will for the time being and see if I can't start therapy without their knowledge. If I am required to inform them, I think I might actually do just that, as my parents have seemed open minded when similar subjects come up.

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On the pus on my way home... Saw a like 10-12 year old boy, wearing a Red Bull cap, he had a Monster bag (the energy drinks) and wore a purple shirt... With a troll-face with the 'Problem?' Text under it...

Once again, the truck in which you can donate blood has arrived near my school. And once again, I'm angered that, due to (non-lethal) tumors caused by my disease prevents me from donating blood for free.

Because Netflix, I slept for two hours tonight. This changed my English dialect when I read something for my class xD

So, yesterday I spotted a brochure which implied that it was tips for trans people, or their friends at the school librairy. However, after finally grabbing it today, I saw that it was about tips on books about trans people.

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Greetings. For the past two or three days, I've managed to get the idea of a story on my mind. My question isn't if it'd be good or not, though if it actually is believable.

Now, let's say, we follow a old pony. Follow them for a while to learn about them. Maybe just a daily routine or something.

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