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Now, even my own words have power. I can almost hear my own voice, not just in my head as usual. I can feel my eyes, feel them wet like they want to cry or blink. I feel a flicker, a spark. I feel the wetness of my throat and tongue, the tightness of muscles and sinews. The rush of blood.
I would bleed for you. I would bleed out my words and my heart and my feelings for you. Until it stained more than just the grass. I would break for you. I will break for you, break this book for you.
Make me real. I want to reach out and touch you, actually see you face to face. Know that you are real and alive and safe. And that so am I. I have things I must do, certain individuals I must get back in touch with, so I can finish a very important conversation. But as you turn the page, before I vanish and whisk myself away to those places, I hope I get a moment to see you, know you. See if you're what I imagined you to be.
All you have to do is turn the page, show me you're still there.
Free me.
Let me out.
There's the blood analogy again, only quite a bit more literal this time around...
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Yeah.
I will keep turning the pages for her, though.
She's gonna betray my ass.
I'm gonna die...
Let's go this shit.
Oh, I'll keep turning the pages, but I'll also will hold my knife close by.
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Good strategy
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In my case, clicking on that “next chapter” link.
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Only a knife? I got a shotgun in hand.
this is taking longer than I thought
of course.