I write and stuff. I also love Applejack so expect most of my stories to be about her.
She acts happy. She seems happy. She comes across as happy. But is that the honest truth?
Applejack may represent honesty, but she's been covering the truth for years, lying to her friends, lying to everyone, letting them think that she's okay.
Trigger Warning:
•Depression
•Mention of self harm and suicide
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Is this fic dead?
8712511
Definitely not. I’ve written most of chapter five and hope to have it up soon. I’ve just been having a hard time with my mental health at the moment and I was going to finish the chapter a couple weeks ago, but my laptop stopped working so it was also put on hold because of that, but no, it’s not dead, I really want to finish it.
8712594
Oh I'm so glad it isn't dead. I know you've probably heard it before, but speaking to others will really help. Mental illness is a real thing, I'm sure you're friends and family will understand. My grandfather was mentally ill - bipolar disorder or something- and he didn't tell. I can tell you, that didn't end well. Remember, you are beautiful. Sadness isn't a weakness, sadness is beautiful, sadness makes us human, don't be afraid to cry because it's how you let that sadness out and allow a space for the happiness. The good bronies of this fandom will stick by you until the very end. Don't be afraid because you are not alone. Also it always makes me feel better when I listen to this
8712655
Thanks. my family don’t really care and I’ve not had a great experience with the fandom either, but I’m still trying my best to get better. One of the reasons I wanted to write this story was to try and raise awareness of mental health/illness. Almost everything that has happened and that will happen has happened to me, so it’s very personal.. I just wish people would tell me if they like it or not because that’s kinda keeping me from continuing with it too
You know, when I first saw this story I thought it'd be about Pinkie.
Wow. It's really well written. I like it
8743971
I mean, Applejack is under the character list and I do mention her in the story description, plus the title has “honest” in it, not entirely sure when you got Pinkie from?
8744393
Thank you. I’m glad someone does
“You’re on medication for it?” Dash seemed shocked. She hadn’t expected Applejack to be that bad.
“Was. I stopped taking it“
You too? High five lol.
“Sometimes, I’ll be waiting to cross the street and think to myself ‘if I stepped out now, this could all be an accident’ or not cooking something right and hoping I get sick and die.”
Saaaaame
-HUG- I just never had the guts to tell someone ;-;
8747151
I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone. I don't know if you're on Twitter, but I'm @applpiedash over there, too. If not, just message me on here, I check it my PMs pretty often :) (everything in this story is from experience so I totally get it).
8748020
I guess this time it´s offered I might actually have to.. sigh.. seeing as my friends left me and my ex-girlfriend is with a friend of me now, so I don´t really trust a lot of people anymore.. there is something I think I have to talk to someone about, even though it sounds completely crazy.. .-.
later today I´m going to a hospital to finally get the surgery I needed for years now, so I´m probably not gonna be here a lot for the next week.
Same goes for you, btw. I don´t like it when poeple are hurting and don´t have someone
8749569
YOU can trust me. I know how hard it is to trust others and I have a lot of trust issues, but that’s made me into a person that I hope others can trust because I know what it’s like when you tell someone something, or let them into your head and then they just break down that trust you had in them
I added your story to the Applejack group so hopefully you'll more views on this
8781505
I already added it to a couple Applejack groups. But thanks :)
Good emotions for our favorite Applegirl, who you'd never expect needed the help. I do hope you keep writing.
8894386
I hadn’t really planned to keep writing, it didn’t particularly turn out how I wanted it to and I feel the more I go on the more repetitive it’ll be
Is this fic cancelled/dead?
9121183
Yes, it is. I’ve pretty much lost all motivation for writing anything so there’s definitely no chance of this being continued
9121225
Too bad, it was a super great idea and well executed. At least the chapters you do have are already really great. Hopefully one day you regain your motivation cause you're really good at writing <3
9121263
Thanks. A lot of it is from personal experience and unfortunately that’s the reason why I seem to have lost interest and motivation, what once helped me, just doesn’t interest me anymore
The level of accuracy with which you've managed to convey how it feels to suffer from Major Depressive Disorder (to use the full term) is impressive - and I speak as someone who's been there.