I am going to have to bite the bullet and actually park my arse down tomorrow and do some writing.

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I've been struggling with depression since 2014, after graduating from college in 2013. My course deals with a lot of politics and international relations and I honestly did not see myself working for the government.

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Sidious is a sadistic psychopath. Vader has borderline personality disorder and clinical depression.

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It's because I had mental health issues that needed sorting out. Plus, there's all these fanfics I've been reading that I felt needed to have their own TvTropes pages it's just ugh! And real life! How can I forget real life?! Do you know how hard it is to get up out of bed some mornings? Sucks having OCD and bipolar, you know.

Phwoo, okay, needed to get that off my chest. Now, hopefully, I should be in working condition in no time.

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I looked at my not released stories and I have around 80 stories that I haven’t written a chapter of. I knew I was more of an ideas guy but oof.

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Good evening,

Some of you might already know this, but on Tuesday, I tried to end my own life, for the second time. The first time I tried was six years ago, when I was 14. I took a bunch of sleeping pills, but thankfully not enough to kill me. I spent a good 40 hours in the emergency psychiatric ward until I was discharged earlier this afternoon.

My suicide attempt on Tuesday was a desperate cry for help, and thankfully it was heard.

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This is going to be a slightly different post than usual. There is no story update to provide here. This blog post is mainly to tell everyone who will read it to keep their worth in mind when approaching any situation. I will do that by providing an example of my own life.

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Hey, everyone. Noah here.

I caused a bit of a ruckus three days ago, when I said that I'm leaving fimfiction for good. I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know that I am okay.

I didn't fabricate the fact that I need to take some time to fix my tech addiction, but I realized that I can't just go cold turkey with social media; I need to learn how to use it in moderation. I am seeing a "tech addiction" counselor and it is helping somewhat.

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Hi everyone.

Last year, you may remember someone commenting on my story 'Apeejack' harassing me, demanding that I take it down because it was "against [their] privacies" and because it was a disgusting story that had no right to be on here? And then she started arguing with a moderator trying to get them to delete it because it had gotten a load of downvotes and again was "against her privacies".

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A popular setting for horror anything is the haunted asylum. See, it was filled with crazy people. Crazy people are all sociopathic professional serial killers, and when they die they all turn into ghosts with have an insatiable drive to kill stupid teenagers. Nevermind that the inmates of asyla generally had even fewer rights and protections than even regular prisoners for a ridiculously long time, and the mentally "normal" staff would visit unspeakable torment on them, or allow others to do

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Okay, I'm still reeling from everything that happened over the past two hours, so I apologize if this feels like a rushed rant. I'm still wiping tears from my face while typing this.

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Rarity is a Potty Mouth has 69 upvotes.

Lol.

"Hi, everypony. My name is Pinkie Pie..."

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Hey everyone,

I know I've been gone for a while now and I just thought I'd give you all an update on where I've been and what's going on in terms of new stories/drawings.

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As anyone could tell from looking at this account, I have no stories up on this site. It's not that I don't want to write, it's just that depression likes to act like a fucking toddler in my brain and won't let me function on anything whatsoever. However, I have gotten into contact with a psychiatrist recently and am hoping to get medicated soon. If that happens, I wanted to ask what you all think I'd be good at writing or if you have anything you'd like to see from me. I could use the ideas,

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WARNING! The following contains a rundown of events during the struggle to get a single chapter of A Deer Named John written between May and October of 2020. It is only a bullet list of events but does refer to moments of severe mental health. It does NOT go into detail of these mental health events.

It is also only an explanation for the delays, not an excuse for them. It also does not give specific dates though some could be found through cross-reference with other blog entries.

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Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

Twitter and Discord have both been deleted (2 weeks for Discord to permanently delete, and 30 days for Twitter to permanently delete).

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Hey you know how I used to write all those really worrying blog posts about my mental health and fears for my own mortality?

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So I read a story on FIMFic today, and now I need to get some things out. Dunno if anyone will read this. Doesn't really matter if they do. very little editing. sorry if it's hard to follow.

– ohokayohokayohokayohokay –

A little over a month ago, my mother had a manic episode.

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The topic was raised recently among the comments of Fallen Angels, and I thought I'd share my understanding and thoughts, so here they are.

Pedophilia and Mental Health:

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