More Blog Posts56

Today
I am such a sucker

I've spent thousands and thousands chasing after somebody who became furious at me ... for falling asleep last night.
Then has routinely used a threat of suicide to keep me around.
All of that on top of the hell I go through at home (how many folks keep a spreadsheet to record what it is they get screamed at about every day?)
4 comments · 7 views
2 weeks
Regret

At times I wish I'd never heard of this site. I really do.
13 comments · 49 views
30 weeks
Amalgamating friends

Since I rarely get onto this server to end up chatting with or catching up with anyone, I'm just amalgamating everyone to the one server:
~~Use this link, or the invite ID of waXUFgtKFW~~
No, sorry - somebody has since carbonized and defecated all over my old server.
I have a somewhat-personal server here instead - or the server ID 8hTyPruApc.
0 comments · 46 views
61 weeks
Vale Antsca - Andy. Rest In Peace.

God I’m broken up so badly.
We will all love and miss you so much.
https://www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/name/andrew-cadwell-obituary?id=50029707
0 comments · 91 views
64 weeks
Mr Derp Face

This is another of those obscure FIMFIC members that I remember conversing with a great deal on my old account.
They were hilarious to chat with and had this fascinating writing style - including a habit of engineering completely new words!
I often wonder if they're still around.
0 comments · 79 views

Aug

18th

2022

Ketamine Therapy · 6:14am Aug 18th, 2022

Having fought clinical depression now since it first reared its ugly head during my first year of undergraduate studies back in 1996 ... and failed.

I am to undergo my first round of ketamine therapy tomorrow.

Let's see if this will help me at all.

Report Saint Kartano · 97 views ·

Comments ( 1 )

MellowSoul #1 · Aug 18th, 2022 · · ·

Rootin' for ya, man. Beat this shit back into the depths of hell where it belongs.