I am such a sucker

I've spent thousands and thousands chasing after somebody who became furious at me ... for falling asleep last night.

Then has routinely used a threat of suicide to keep me around.

All of that on top of the hell I go through at home (how many folks keep a spreadsheet to record what it is they get screamed at about every day?)

Comments

[donutmasterjoe]

Isn't this a toxic relationship? Why are you still around that person despite acting like that towards you, knowing or not for what you already have to deal in your personal life? That doesn't sounds fair at all, and I'd suggest you break up.

[Saint Kartano]

5781997
Because up I love them dearly. Because I will always love them. Because they could frankly pour petrol on me and set me alight, I will still love them.

[Saint Kartano]

5781997
He broke up with me last night while I was asleep.

I got the messages when I woke up this morning.

Not a great way to wake up on a Monday.

[Saint Kartano]

5781997
Let me state that I know I have a lot of problems. Introverted and introspective, neurotic, prone to being depressed, often feeling so low I can't interact with people very well.

Easily frightened. Avoidant of confrontation, so rather than talking through anything I have a reflex whereby I will basically crawl under a rock to escape people who yell at me.

No self-esteem, no self-confidence.

[Oreng Pingvin]

Um, don't give up

[Saint Kartano]

5782190
Way too late for that.