Feb
25th
2020
On the Implications of Parallel Worlds... · 11:17pm Feb 25th, 2020
Yeah, it's up. Finally. The Gate has been rewritten.
And I realized something new today... I usually do, whenever I contemplate suicide.
That is, I died long ago. Years, as a matter of fact.
Nowadays... I don't live for enjoyment. I don't live for myself.
I live because my death would hurt so many. And every time I contemplate ending my life, I consider how everyone else would handle that event, cry for an hour or so... and get over it, live on. Thank you, for keeping me going. Both those who comment on my stories... and those satisfied with being just a like or even view statistic. Those numbers tell a story of their own.
Have a good read, and I hope you enjoy it!
Um, that has disturbing implications. I'm not sure how to help, and no one (outside of Japan) has invented hugs-over-internet-protocol. Although that would be kinda awkward...
I hope that you can find enjoyment in your life that doesn't rely on what other people think or want from you. You're more important than that. Although it may explain the interest in HP fanfiction a bit. Hopefully at least we aren't as fickle as the wizarding populace while you recover.
Now hold on! While I (probably) wouldn't cry, I would definitely be sad about your death for much longer than an hour. And I'm very certain that your family, despite how it might seem sometimes, would be devastated! So don't you go around claiming that your death would be so insignificant, because that's just not true!
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... No, that’s what I do when I contemplate those things. If I felt the impacts of my death would last a mere hour, I’d have done it already.
I’m fully aware I would likely be mourned for weeks or more... and my dad too, since he’d probably go shortly after me.
you have to stay. The world would be so much poorer if you left
Where's your Ko-fi link?
Get help. Please...
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Oh, no problem!
... I've been putting my Ko-Fi link in the A/N of every chapter I publish, lately. I suppose I ought to add it to my profile at some point, haven't I?
And in that sense, if you find Patreon instead, you don't have to make it in units of $3... and can get extra "rewards" in the process- such as, really no matter the amount, early access... Might have to come back later to un-pledge if you do that and don't want to make it a regular thing, though.