It's been hard

I've been in and out of consciousness the past week. Everything's been rather hard, my schizophrenia has had a flareup and it's hard to get out of bed when I'm having delusions and hallucinations again. I haven't been in control very often the past few days, it's mostly been the adults in control, I guess

We've all been really reclusive. Talking is hard when you feel tired just trying to exist. Idk. I think I had some kind of point but I don't remember it. I think I just wanted to make an "I'm alive, just am in a bad mental illness flareup"

I want to go back to bed now. It's 2:46 am and I'm tired

I also got a new bed, and it is really huge and isn't soft so that means my back stays in place. I turned out to have a spine disease that makes my bones not stay in place, so I needed a firm bed so when I sleep my bones stay where they are supposed to :V my health is super crappy all the time what the heck

I think that's all. I want to sleep now. I might draw some ponies later though. Goodnight!

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I can relate somewhat with the back problems, I've got mild scoliosis which means basically that my back is curved. Obviously, it's not all that bad, only mild scoliosis. Anyways though, I hope you get better soon. Or at least recover from the problem.