So I have autsim...

So err I don't who is gonna read this. Like I forgot if the blog is connected to just your followers or everyone.

But I kind of was wondering why>
1. When I have graduated from high school and am about to go to college but am taking a year or so off.
2. Passed 2 tests that indicate college level or least high school level English skills.
3. People know I speak native English when I talk to them

e.c.t

People say grammar people say is unusually bad and people thing I am not a native speaker and a child..(when I write.) I really don't care about what everyone's going to say much. I am not doing anything illegal lol I know the internet is sometimes vicious but I feel this might help me find a editor and understanding.(if someone is even looking at this blog)

So I am just going to go on.

Thinking about a problem in communication I have in real life that is different but similar + what some slightly rude people(not everyone was rude when saying this)

I realize it might be because I have autism

I was tested last year and got the label.

But as I couldn't really see much(other then one thing I do) in my day to day functioning that screamed it
and honestly lived my whole life not really quite seeing it

This is actually probably because you see in the u.s (and maybe everywhere) they don't diagnose people wish Asperger's anymore just autism.

The lady who tested me said that is what I would have if the diagnosis was still a thing.

I think its because everyone falls different on the spectrum so its a little judgey though I am honestly not sure and have not read much about it.

but does probably help explain maybe why my story's are like the way they are.

I wouldn't say I am necessarily bad at communication or English

but there are kind of elements I don't always realize I don't get and kind of need a editor to really lecture me on to learn.

However, luckily for me I am not mute(as I love talking.) and insanely incoherent. Also I do not have that many autistic traits. Which isn't necessarily bad but for me I just don't want and there is honestly just like
only 1 or 2 more I can really identify as bothering me at all. Though I have some really slight ones that aren't really a problem for me.
and honestly I like to pretend it doesn't exist as I am a person still. I like to focus on that so I don't feel alienated. Its really not fun to me to feel like some kind of special snowflake I rather just be a individual there are several people with autism and also I can also relate to someone without it … its not my identity its a disorder... I don't really see "me" as it just I may "have it". I think its very separate.

So yeah err if you want to edit or proofread any of my fan flics or new fanflics knowing that though my little pony is kind of over. I think its the best time so please reach out.

I like writing almost any kind of story except gore and clop(I don't really get it)
I like writing story's a teen or child could read as I like stuff of that nature.

So I feel there is probably a story I can write for most type of editors.
and I have a lot of unique ideas I wish they explored in show or just interested in the concept.
Such as stories I have not written at all but I have a sort of plot or at least concept for is.
(Most of them are a little of-beat but interesting)

A story about Rarity realizing she's genderfluid.
Diamond Tiara is actually adopted and is Celestia child and has two(one of which is part of the mane six) siblings.
A alternate universe where the mane six are lesbians and dating couples but also friends and they magically decide to concept (like Pinocchio or olaf not clop)kids. Also Rose luck is the only one that has guessed in the town and she is isolated into Candance invites her to see.

oc story mix of mystery and adventure
for my icon right there daydream a foal(a earth pony) who cutie mark relates to envisioning and well daydreaming and her friend(a unicorn) who Cuite mark relates to finding your way and map making
as they run away for different reasons to find Pony Ville and canter lot place they only know exist for some reason because of Daydreams strange visions she gets of it. The mystery of course is how they do not know where pony Ville or canter lot is. Where are they on a map? Also even though daydreams mark relates to envisioning and daydreaming isn't seeing somewhere she's never been
but is real kind of magical so how is she doing this? Especially as even a normal unicorn could probably not do this let alone a earth pony. (even if she imagines herself as a unicorn)

also a little bit adventure mostly slice of life slightly dark story about how berry punch has kids
and how they function in pony vile as there mom (in my story) is a extreme alcoholic and how they start to interact with adult pony's and a interesting and funny idea I came up with to excuse some of there animation errors.

A oc story about the new element's of harmony( after everyone dies) and there adventure to discover them.

So yeah would love your help (: