My uncle died...

So....this has no meaning of being here really....I’m not much a part of this community....all I really do is post stupid fucking stories.....

I don’t know why I’m really doing this...for attention, for clarity, for support or comfort. I hope for the latter.

I’m not gonna bore this with quotes or some random bullshit to pull from my ass. Heck I don’t even know what to say other than to tell myself sorry for not talking more to him yesterday, even though I didn’t know it was his last.

He died this morning due to a back surgery....and I got that call from my mom at the hospital...I feel bad....knowing I can’t laugh or hang out with my uncle anymore. Most of my family isn’t fairing any better....I don’t understand why I’m not angry, sad, or even shedding tears. Perhaps I’m just trying to pull through...be a wall for my family to lean on.....that guy taught me how to ride horses....know the labor of taking care of them....I’ll miss him

I guess all I came here for is maybe some people to talk to, but I’m not really an artist, not did I make my own community to communicate with....

How the world can be a bitch huh....

~Crispy_Pony

~TO MY UNCLE BILL (MOOCH), MAY THE HORSES RIDE FREE~

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[Silent Echo]

May he rest in peace.