• Member Since 15th Aug, 2018
  • offline last seen May 22nd

Saint Kartano


I will not be (very) active on here. Find me on Discord: saintkartano or just email me (kartano@gmail.com)

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  • 1 week
    I am such a sucker

    I've spent thousands and thousands chasing after somebody who became furious at me ... for falling asleep last night.

    Then has routinely used a threat of suicide to keep me around.

    All of that on top of the hell I go through at home (how many folks keep a spreadsheet to record what it is they get screamed at about every day?)

    6 comments · 40 views
  • 4 weeks
    Regret

    At times I wish I'd never heard of this site. I really do.

    13 comments · 60 views
  • 32 weeks
    Amalgamating friends

    Since I rarely get onto this server to end up chatting with or catching up with anyone, I'm just amalgamating everyone to the one server:

    Use this link, or the invite ID of waXUFgtKFW

    No, sorry - somebody has since carbonized and defecated all over my old server.

    I have a somewhat-personal server here instead - or the server ID 8hTyPruApc.

    0 comments · 50 views
  • 63 weeks
    Vale Antsca - Andy. Rest In Peace.

    God I’m broken up so badly.

    We will all love and miss you so much.

    https://www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/name/andrew-cadwell-obituary?id=50029707

    0 comments · 96 views
  • 66 weeks
    Mr Derp Face

    This is another of those obscure FIMFIC members that I remember conversing with a great deal on my old account.

    They were hilarious to chat with and had this fascinating writing style - including a habit of engineering completely new words!

    I often wonder if they're still around.

    0 comments · 83 views
Jan
24th
2019

Life, writing, coding, medicine and drama. · 8:18pm Jan 24th, 2019

All of these things, and in no particular order.

I spent some time going through my EMT jump bag the other day and replaced some of the kit that had expired. It brought back memories of restocking trucks and kits and such in the good old days and I began to feel a pang for it. The cleaning out of my bag only leads me on to cleaning to the rest of the apartment, which I was able to do with considerable speed! Two loads of laundry, cat litter trays, kitchen, dishes, beds made and fresh sheets, vacuuming, garbage is taken out and all of the dross cleaned off the coffee table. I even managed to spritz the couch with Febreeze! Having achieved such, I was pleased and treated myself to something special - a lie-down.

The work I am actually paid to do has been continuing on quite well. I am learning the ropes at a new company. Since the code base in the new system is quite new, there's a lot of room for experimenting and trying new features. This has been fun, but I do sometimes feel like I am out of my depth, or at least not in the same class as some of the other developers. That being said, they have not complained and everyone is getting along very well!

I spent a few hours last night continuing on with the next chapter of my story. It's still so hard to start this process again, and trying not to bring anything across from my previous works that were deleted off my old account. However, I am enjoying working on interactions between characters and of course silly dialogue - something that I love for. I like to paint pictures of faces at times in my work, and I'm not sure if that bothers people. At least I haven't had any constructive feedback on that whole business.

I must, of course, thank, once again, my dear friend Hudson Hawk for allowing me to inflict my story upon his character Max!

Comments ( 3 )

Sounds like things are going pretty good overall

5002487
They are on the up, so to speak! How about yourself?

5002618
Good to hear. Things are, eh. I feel good but I should be terrified and anxious and am in small ways

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