Update about story, me and my health · 11:46am Apr 18th, 2018
Hey guys and gals, Eragon here with a update with everything going on so far, and also me kicking my ass repeatly for not getting this out and done sooner.
So there is a few reason why SIE hasn't been updated in the last month and that is mostly because of the fact of i'm still working on it, as of right now it 4,200 words and I want to at least get it to 5000, or 6,000 words before sending it to the editor, I should have it done by the end of the month (hopefully) but the rest will explain as to why I haven't gotten it to the editor or even the will to write for right now.
lack of job being a main issues where I need money, and I need it rather quickly. luckly I am staying with family so I don't have to worry about food and such, but having money for shoes, and clothing as well as helping my grandmother is a big thing...I don't like to be a burden on people and its sort of a personal moral then anything really. so whenever I have free time, I'm out looking for work, on my computer looking and so far...nothing.
The Story is still going great, ive been jotting down notes of how I want to see the story go, slightly slowing down because in the coming chapters something will happen, and I'm worried with how fans will react to it, will it seem like the whole 'oh this been done so many times!' or "or great another mary sue like character because this ALWAYS happens' I want to say but at the same time I DONT want to say. ive jotted notes down on how this something would work, and I have a good idea, but again, I don't want the fans thinking this is just another MC gets it good type deal.
Health, don't worry I'm fine, in a sense. I haven't been sleeping a lot due to stress because of me not having work and such and it just bugging the hell out of me and just other things of the matter. I went to the doctor the other day and it seemed to them I have early stage of depression, which makes sense, i'm losing the will to write and I don't wanna stop, and even this is takig a toll on me writing this. I am not a prideful person and I don't care what people think of me and such; but I like to at least explain and all that.
like I said, i'm trying to get the next chapter out, and also trying my hardest to get through this thing in my life, a runt maybe I'm not sure.
if anyone is interesting in what I was talking about for the story where I was worried about if it would be a MAry Sue type thing, PM me and if interested I can easily tell you the idea of it if your interested so I can get some feed back. until then, this is Eragon, signing off.
Take your time dude, we all can wait what matters now is you getting sleep and a job
Thanks for letting me know, eragon.
Real life goes first - and depression is a bitch, so here we'll be cheering ya on.
In case nothing comes up, try looking into the cooking business - that's usually a way to generate funds if you know who to talk to... and if you're willing to learn how to do it.