And thus.

I took one step forwards, and one blast backwards.

Depression is a fun thing, isn't it? No inspiration, no motivation. All I do is just sit here with all these projects that I've tossed to the wind. None of them good, none of them worth anybody else's time. There's no creativity here. There's nothing. Just me and my empty void of thought.

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[Baritone]

Of course you're creative mate. Don't ever tell yourself that you're not worth it, because you truly are.

[Cyber Phazon GotDM]

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I agree with you there Bartone. LT, everyone can be creative, hell i've modified an My Passport Ultra to become a copy of my old Hard Drive with only needing to reinstall Windows 8.1- 10. also as my OC many quotes, which I will write two or three of them now: "everybody, everypony, and everything has a purpose in life, it does not matter if your a fast food cook , a technician of some sort, or a person who stays at home playing video games (like me somewhat), you just got to find what your good at." an example is me with computers, I thought I was not going to make it in life and started getting a little bored and depress. all because people said I would not make it with my mental conditions. i tried different thing during High School, History, Music, even art class. But, as soon as I was started a computer course I kept getting High grades in HS and college and felt like I found my goal and reason.
Look you've told me what was going on on discord, I ish I lived near you to at least hang out and play games to make you feel better, but all I can do is encourage you to stay happy with your life. I hate to find out another friend committed suicide, died from something like an accident, etc. I lost a few friends, both Online friend and friends living here in FL. do not go to the dark side. come to the light and out of the darkness I believe in you, just don't give up.

[The Lunar Toaster]

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But the dark side has cookies.