Feb
17th
2017
An apology · 1:42am Feb 17th, 2017
I said I was writing again after getting my glasses... That was a lie. Or, at least a half truth. I did get a small amount of writing done but... i'm having a REALLY hard time right now. I've been in an ongoing anxiety attack since my bracelet snapped. Sometimes I'll just stare at nothing or break down into tears... Insomnia is not a fun thing with anxiety. Hopefully i'll start doing better once my new bracelet arrives.
Fluffy soft things help.
Addendum: As I was writing this update/apology Best husband ever walks in with a small package and a huge grin! My new bracelet is here! Hopefully that means my anxiety will go away now!
You were really attached to that bracelet, weren't you?
Had it three years. lemme show you...
My wedding day-
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My best friend's wedding Was A bride's maid-
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It was very special to me.
Nooooo!!!! You've jinxed it! YOU HAVE DOOMED US ALL!
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that picture of you getting married in a court of law feels more romantic than an actual white dress wedding.
or is it called a civil union contract in that case?
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Nuhuh we have a wedding certificate ^^
Oh, Foals, I'm so sorry to hear something so precious to you has finally spen its final day with you. It sounds like it held a lot of important memories and emotions for you. Just keep reminding yourself that you have not lost those feelings and memories. That the truely dear and special part of it is something you still have and will always have, no mater what physical things time takes from you. And be gentle with yourself as you recover. We're your fans and we love you, ok? We can wait as long as you need, so put your own wellbeing first.