Where am I? · 4:49am Sep 2nd, 2016
What's up y'all? I guess I got some explaining to do, eh? Well might as well not beat around the bush. I just couldn't write. I couldn't, and didn't want to. Let me explain.
When I finished the SCP (Spike's Christmas Present) I felt good about myself. I had written something original that a lot of people liked. It made me feel like my writer block was finally going away, along with my depression. But not long after that, the depression came back harder, and so did the writer's block. I felt burnt out from writing, mostly because of my literature class, which i loved to death. We had to write in that class a lot. We had to write our on monologue, then short story, then our own play, which the play led me to almost failing since I couldn't write. After that was my college essay, which i barely got through. And every time I would come back here to try to start writing again, I immediately felt overwhelmed by all the stories I started, but can't finish. I feel like shit every time i come here and see that it's not done. So by the time summer came, I was feeling a bit burnt out from writing. I took a break for a bit, and before i knew it, "a bit" turned into "a while" and then school started up again this week. I just got my chromebook back today. (on an unrelated note, i also got an iphone 6! no more shitty ipod!) And now that i'm back in school, i have multiple classes that require writing, on top of other personal issues, and things i have to deal with. but i also didn't want to leave you guys out there to dry before i disappear into school forever. i managed to get something out. and hey, i don't think it turned out bad. it was the sequel you all wanted and deserve for putting up with my shit. so, thanks. I probably won't be writing for a while again, so this isn't a full return quite yet! Senior year though, once i'm done with that, i can have more time to myself. but until then, we just have to be patient.
but yeah, thats everything. thank you guys for almost 3 years of support. i probably wouldn't be writing if it wasn't for you guys. so thank you guys so much. later!
(also check out the bonus chapter of SCP, it's the one y'all wanted!)
